ugh my dad didnt get a SINGLE fucking thing that i put on the shopping list, and i put like literally four things. hes being such a petty asshole.
all the stuff he did buy idk how the fuck to make so unless i get someone to send me money or some shit i guess i just fucking starve, thanks asshole
ugh my dad didnt get a SINGLE fucking thing that i put on the shopping list, and i put like literally four things. hes being such a petty asshole.
all the stuff he did buy idk how the fuck to make so unless i get someone to send me money or some shit i guess i just fucking starve, thanks asshole
so like lowkey if he starts threatening me with shit instead of letting me move at my own fucking pace and get the kind of job that works for me instead of the kind he wants me to get, and starts taking away shit, or if he actually says hes gonna kick me out, im just gonna snitch on his ass. (3/3)
he then also mentioned that the landlord knows my uncle is living here, a full adult, but not that hes had to contribute to the rent despite my dad being the only one on the lease, nor that he plans on making me contribute to the rent. mentioned that he might get evicted if landlord found out. (2/3)
so i found out something
turns out, landlords aren't exactly a big fan of subletting. or at least, ours isn't. overheard my dad on a call where he was discussing wanting to kick me out but how he cant legally do that and would need to get the landlord to evict me, which probably wont be free. (1/3)
as well as abusive to my dad and to her current partner. most of my issues stem from how she raised me before my dad got custody of me and my sister.
it is genuinely the most disrespectful, hurtful thing he can do to compare me to that person.
i really just fucking cant anymore.
he fucking compared me to my mom again.
i have told him. so. many. times.
never to fucking do that.
it is genuinely the most hurtful fucking thing he has ever done and he has done it on several occasions.
for reference, my mom, who i am no contact with, is bipolar and schizophrenic (1/2)
he fucking changed the wifi password because i didnt clean my room enough to satisfy him after giving me only a fucking day to do it. now my website is down and i cant use my fucking computer.
If anybody has any advice for how to make him ease the fuck up and stop being such a dense piece of shit to where he can't just accept that his expectations for me are unrealistic, or how to handle this shit in general, please I want this shit to end so fucking badly I can't handle much more. (8/8)
he actually loves me at all. I don't know what to do anymore man. I fucking hate living here but I have nowhere else to do. I hate not having a job but I can't fucking get one outside of walking distance because I lack a car or any form of transportation. I'm so fucking tired. (7/8)
I dunno maybe I really am just a lazy piece of shit asshole, cuz that's what he seems to see me as. He gets pissed off when I have mental breakdowns, when I show any sign of being upset at the things he is doing to make my life worse, and not once in the past two years has it felt like (6/8)
I have been trying to get some sort of remote job to make ends meet because all he really wants is just for me to get a fucking job so I can contribute to the household but everything he is doing is just making it harder for me to even do that. (5/8)
It's only a matter of time until he kicks me out. He says he does it because he loves me and wants me to do better but to me it comes off as a pissed off parent that his bum fuck child cant meet his standards because he refuses to believe that I am trying my hardest here. (4/8)
all sorts of shit because of me dropping out of college, because apparently he can't understand that I simply can't fucking handle college. He already changed the wifi password on me and hes eventually going to stop paying for my phone bill too. (3/8)
He doesn't seem to understand that the job market is fucking atrocious right now and the chances of me getting anything within walking distance are little to none.
He wants me to have a job by April 1st. That is in 8 fucking days. He is forcing me to make my room spotless and pushing me to do (2/8)
My dad is such a fucking asshole. He doesn't seem to understand that "high functioning autism" doesn't mean that I'm capable of flipping a switch and no longer having the issues that I have. He doesn't seem to understand how hard it is for me to will myself to do fucking anything. (1/8)
dude i like genuinely need a job so damn bad
if anyone knows like anything i could apply for thats remote id love if you can lemme know about it, ideally something with programming. i mostly do c# but im competent enough with javascript to do lile webdev stuff too
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what the fuck bro
still can't get over how well vio did my hair in my pfp like hooooooly it looks so damn good
omg tysm slghfjhgfdjk
tbh ive actually been meaning to revamp it for a while its just i dont wanna bother learning nginx n shit again in order to do so lmao
awawawawwa tyyy >w<
the critter stare
new pfp from @viomarks.bsky.social
very fucking critter........
also damn i need to post here more
woag it my birthday
okay back to not posting again cuz im dumb and oopid
well this aged like milk.
yeag
Drew this for @neomoth.dev last night! Just wanted to draw her sona uwu
godot port not a mod