I need to start counting calories again I need to lose weight so bad

I just be sayin words

So my best friend isn’t my friend anymore and I feel like my other one is about to leave too I actually don’t even feel like a real person anymore

I feel like I’ve eated so much today I’m so sad :( (I haven’t, but I have meals planned out so like i will)

I’m gonna blow up

I CANT WAIT TO GRT A NEW JOB

Also have no boyfriend and my best friends hate me I think I’m a horrible person!!

I took laxatives because I’ve been so backed up and oh my god I can’t stop peeing out my butt and I have therapy in 10 minutes 💔💔

I can’t stop binge eating 💔💔💔💔

Update: managed to gain 5lbs back what if I shoot myself in the head

Update: things still suck like super duper bad

Took shrooms like an hour ago I don’t think they even work but also like I haven’t done them in over 5 years so I kinda forgor what it’s like

Bruh yall know im mentally ill rn cause I NEVER post this often

Did he cheat on me? Yes. Do I still see myself wanting to date him in the future?…. Also yes..

Little does he know I’m going through the worst heartbreak of my life

One of the people I work with said to me “are you dieting, it looks like you’ve lost weight” IM WINNGINGGG

Changed my layout for the first time since I’ve made this accounttttt

I feel like I’m going to die

I’m going insane. I keep going from app to app to app to distract myself but it doesn’t work. And if it does it’s only temporary. I just want him to talk to me.

Literally my first thought I think to myself once I clear my head is simply “I want to die” and it won’t go away

Every morning I wake up with a panic attack. I feel so broken.

I haven’t eaten solid food in a whole week

Since we’ve broken up I’ve lost 10lbs 😝😝😝 at least I got one thing going for me

Even though he cheated on me. I keep trying to tell myself, things can change and get better. And maybe we can get back together. But, I know that can’t happen. Even though I want it to more than anything in this life.

I’m sorry for going mia after my last post thank you to the people asking if I’m okay. But in all honesty I’m so far from okay. I’m even worse than I was.

I think im gonna attempt tonight. Not even trying to seem like im seeking attention it’s just I have no one to go to. I don’t wanna live anymore.

Can I just get some one to talk to me please. Just one person. I’m begging.

AYYY THEY FINALLY ADDED A DRAFT BUTTON LESSGOOOOO

I’ve been binge eating for like two weeks and I’m so scared to check the scale I know I’ve gained an unimaginable amount of weight

I really thought we were gonna be able to work together and work this out why couldn’t we.