I do apologize for the lack of content lately. I have not been feeling too hot lately. For a while actually. On top of that..I been trying to focus on the rebrand.
The TLDR: Too many bad memories tied to this form. A lot of them. Where I'm even scared to reach out anymore.
It's Wednesday, don't forget to water your woopers.
Also I'm trying to form a thought on some logistics.
Especially on a capture card-
Mine is no longer supported for being too old.-
..And I may be trying to garden again. For therapeutic reasons. I miss that.
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Putting this here but I would truly be honored if we could help me get this goal met before May 30th
On top of that I'm trying to make sure I can cover my bills in May.
Both would be awesome for my birthday.
It's getting hard to stay conscious lately, this week alone has been hard.
I'm scared but I gotta persist.
..what else am I supposed to do.
While things are picking up, I still need a few things to smooth things over. I took down a post as the urgency was lessened on a big event, which was moved to next year.
But I'm working towards some birthday stuff now! And..some more self care honestly.
Angela's Gift For May 16th: throne.com/wittleangeld... Game Console!
Vene Birthday Gift Goal for May 30th:
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Rebrand Resources like PNGTuber and Alerts and Emotes and Overlay!
Side Quest: Needing help learning Halo-
Now, the reason the birthday is on low priority??? I actually have some of that set up already. So it's not urgent for aid.
Plus...I can't give a good life if I'm breaking down mid crisis can I?
As for soft rebrand, imagine a derp for ten to eleven years, sharing into music, gardening, movies!
Concept Art By @laviibakeneko.bsky.social
I have just received word that the wedding that was gonna happen this year has moved to next year...
More time to prep and meme! Hecc ye.
Priorities In Order:
Therapy
Soft Rebrand Aid
Birthday Stuff For Me And @angelabunster.bsky.social
And Finally: Recording Story Games
Here is the after some love and editing to it!
Go support @riesonomura.bsky.social by the way!
So, I am learning more on audio clean up than I thought myself possible. @riesonomura.bsky.social I am gonna give a before and after in the thread here.
There is a small yet high pitch ring to it!
Here is before.
IT'S FINALLY TIME! THE MOMENT YOU'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR! AND I'M GONNA GET AN EARLY HEAD START! IT'S MY VTUBER REDEBUT! 5+ GIFTED TWITCH SUBS 35% OFF FOR 3 HOURS!
twitch.tv/riesonomura
youtube.com/live/CUJrqK-...
youtube.com/live/uzSeL0p... (Vertical)
#vtuber #vtlive #goinglive #vsky #eldenwood
..I want to stream. I want to stream. I wanna make life fun with my streams.
But my heart has been so weakened and conflicted. Life has been hard on me. So I have been trying to even do recorded content...but my heart has been faltering.
I been taking breaks but I'm scared.
Currently pondering a few things. Most of them are for the future. About the future.
I need to learn that I don't have to do things alone...but I also must be careful about the company I may keep. While afraid, those who stay will give me courage..
I'm not okay...
Mama Bunster and I fought...
I told her about her smoking and how she blames others for it.
"I smoke because I like it. But at least I use my money. I don't use other people's money"
Am willing to take on more commissions too.
I am gonna say it, some bills came up and I need some help. While yes the bills are paid for but it sets a lot of plans back.
I need to find at most for this month an extra 400 bucks so..I feel terrible. But I need to be open.
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barbed wire keyblade!
I have been pondering something for a while, and it's just...I have wondered if I have done good for others, as being myself. Vene Bunster, the Chocolatier Bard. I have been thinking long and hard about it. I love sweets, I love music and uplifting others. I wear the crown and sing my songs because you all make me feel like royalty and an idol. And I never want that to stop. I also wanna be more approachable. I wanna make it more about...you guys. I did this to make cash but the big part of it is to make our time together a party. I want to feel like when you all look at me, we can have that. Design, aesthetic, anything of the sort. So I wanna bop my crew of artists and such and see well...if we can make Vene more fun to be around and more approachable! Streaming or not.
BOOP! A long thought...thought!
A-
youtube.com/shorts/T12Uf...
@riesonomura.bsky.social
#vtuberclips
I'm fighting my mind right now. I wanna meme and stream, but my brain keeps freezing on the executive choice to just do it!
I don't wanna burn out but I wanna also make sure you all know I'm not dead. So I'm thinking!
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I try to usually keep the asking of aid to myself but...a friend of mine is in need of help. Lunch, as they don't get paid till Wednesday. I wanna see if we can scramble for that. I would say 50 so I can grab some too.
Ayo????!
Welp! Now I gotta plan. Donothons events for streams, all that! What the derp?!
bsky.app/profile/ries... my job is seasonal with part time hours and i don't make that much so i cant get employer health benefits. need $520 before Saturday. #mutualaid #helpsky
The reason its vital: She wants to stream, or at least learn to. I figure this would be a good excuse to get out there more for us both and get us on the funnies! But we all know, sound quality on a headset is just as good as on a mic.
I took down the goal for now. I wanna give a cool down for more so, small but no less vital things.
Like for example: I wanna surprise my girl with a new headset, hers broke. And I wanna get her some durable ones.
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So! I was gonna try to celebrate 2.5k on YouTube...
But now we are nearing 3k...
What does one even do?!
I'm tempted to bring you all to the discord so we can plan something!
My new commission info sheet, with updated samples and prices! Avatar/PFP: 20β¬ Animated: 25β¬ (Simple animations only) Chibi: 30β¬ Cel-shaded illustration Headshot: 40β¬ Halfbody: 45β¬ Fullbody: 50β¬ Soft-shaded illustration Headshot: 60β¬ Halfbody: 65β¬ Fullbody: 70β¬ Available via VGen and Artistree Extra PFP/character: +5β¬
More information on what I can/can't draw, and other important details to keep in mind!
β*:.ｑNEW UPDATED COMMISSIONS OPENｑ.:*β
(Note: currency is in euros since I'm from Europe, so conversion rates may apply!)
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If you can't buy, shares help a lot~π
#artsky #artistsonbluesky #commissions #commissionsopen #VGen #VGenComm #VGenopen #Artistree
I have till October 13th to get this to happen. And....screw it, I'm reaching out to everyone. But later. I wanna take a breather to enjoy that some bills were paid and money is tucked away for the ticket and some of the hotel!
