I cried a lot and still want to...stress, fear, grief. Plus we fired the new guy and it was just -a shift- from hell. I walked 10.25 miles by the end of it. I am sore, exhausted, and welted in spots my clothes rubbed. Still super worried about my doggo friend. 😭
They took him to 1 ER vet and then a specialist in Akron. I have no real updates, other than the 1st vet said he'd never walk again and neurologically was in very bad shape. His parents JUST left out of country for a family emergency.
I cried at work tonight. Partly because the cameras were checked and I did NOT do anything wrong, and partly because I love that little dog and you never want to be the one on shift when something happens. He was -fine- and then....couldn't walk. No pain, I don't think. Never cried or whined...
It has been a horrible night at work and my heart is shattered. Waiting for news, but shattered all the same 😭😭💔💔
HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY, KIRA!!!! 💜💜💜💜
ON IT! Always looking for anything that might also help ease my 1 dog's allergy issues x_x
Ive been napping off and on all day. Weird mood.
Before and after of the girl's nails. I need to get back to it weekly, oof.
I hope so...I just picked up some protein pasta in the shape of stars last night.
Wish us luck...going to the pet store for food. Rowan, my fear reactive girly
ughhhh the weekly menus for Every Plate and Hello Fresh....BOTH under the same company (HF). But ugh, next week freaking -sucks- for EP but HF is also like $20 more. Ugh. 😭
I literally walked 58 miles this last week, with not enough food intake, and not enough sleep. So I slept basically ALL of Monday and I -needed- that. Also finally filed my taxes x_x ofc now it's nearly 730am and I'm still awake. booo.
When you drink to forget the tooth pain. Whoops! But honestly, in general, it's hurt a LOT less the last 2 days x_x FML. It NEEDS out....but I haaate the sounds and smells of pulling a tooth x_x For now it remains and I'm hoping to get my pups out for a walk later...
I need to cook my 2nd meal from my EveryPlate box, but tonight was just NOT that night. Between a lazy new person and just too many things at work that were eaten (beds destroyed, etc) I was just -done-. Very glad mommy made me food and I could unwind in my own way. MUCH NEEDED. sigh.
Self care tonight was calling my mommy to have her make me mac n cheese while I drove home, giving Rowan an needed bath, taking my own shower, and just loving on my pups in general. Out laaaate from work but stopped for more energy drinks. Then called my mom, also so she knew I'd be home very late..
I can't believe it's technically Saturday again. 2 more days and then some sort of break....but dealing with my broken tooth. Sigh. With fibromyalgia, being nearly 40, and just a longggg 10-11 days I am beyond tired.
Holidays/summers are LIKE THIS at work....busy asf. It's the industry and job. I'm -not- complaining about that. I expect that fully. It's the lack of help with new people and then just being way too much for 2 of us to actually truly handle. We try our best, but it still sucks at times.
I've literally walked 8-10 miles EVERY DAY I've been at work for the last week. I am exhausted and sore, at a minimum. I've NO idea who I work with later other than 1 reliable coworker. The 3rd ghosted us 2 days before Easter so....unsure if we even have a 3rd person.
burned TF out at work, to be expected around a holiday tho. but fml it's been a longgggg 10-11 days and we still have the weekend, at least, before it -might- calm a little. add a new kid who is frustrating tf outta....everyone. my patience is gone and i hate it, but fuck dude.
WHY are they so cute?? 😴😴
THAT pressure is what hurts the most. It's gotten a lot worse over this last work shift. I NEED to call first thing, but this dentist opens at 9am today. They stagger times to help more people, I think. Very hoping for some opening in the next day or two x_x
Started with a small hole on the side, but internal structures were still intact...on/off again nerve pain for a good 6 months, now. In the last 40 hours(?) that internal structure has finally collapsed and it's now a gaping hole. It's also basically open side/side so has widened the initial gap....
MY OWN DOING. I've had ample time to have my tooth addressed.......but it's like...that THING I fucking hate. I hate the pain block, the -crunching- of dead tooth. I HATE IT.
Meds only help so much....including the 4x medicated gel you rub on your gums. Taking a LOT of Ibuprofen and Acetaminophen.....every 4 hours, max. Otherwise I nearly wanna pule from pain.
My tooth is all but gone. Still attached, but certainly in 2 halves. Which have been widening since the final center area collapsed. Like teething, but not. Severe pain in that area, but also to my lower jaw plus over to the front of my teeth.
On my way! 🤤
Whatever internal structure was left in my bad tooth is completely gone. This entire shift it's just slowly widening the gaping hole. Pain on an entirely different level 🫠
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I have even a small amount of salad and 2 sandwich pinwheels. That's it. Starving and exhausted.
