I may have developed deep anxiety about putting my art online. The more I work with AI and companies who use it, the more dread I am consumed by.

[rattles tin can] some focus please, spare some focus, kind sirs and ma'ams

Of course I never gave her my actual handles. I still compartmentalize as much as I can. If I'd ever sell merch at cons, I'd show up in a paper bag.

best reasons to make art:
#1. horny
#2. you found something weird and fucked up inside yourself and you want to work through it
#3. angry.
#4. all of the above at once.

I met a fellow artist, in person, at a friend's holiday party.

Her: oh, you draw too? Can you show me?
Me, frantically scrolling my phone gallery: hang on, let me find something that isn't NSFW

I'm honestly so tired and so burned out. I hope 2026 will be kinder to me.

A bunch of personal life things happened too. The mother I had no contact with passed away. I got back into contact with my brothers. We had to untangle a love scam. Got into contact with my step dad.

Where have I been? Trying to survive a role change in the same company. Survived an earthquake. Survived a typhoon. It's been a very intense year.

I logged in again after months and, uh, hi everyone

I need Jeno/Audric fic... Please... Twink and his big strong werewolf knight

My old account is about 4, 5 years old and has so many SSRs but honestly feels less fun to play than a bare account

Honestly the only reason why I keep both my old GBF account and my new one is that the new one has both Fediel and Indala and I cannot bear to lose both of them

when you ask for the conjurer's help
vs
when you're actually capable and therefore a threat

#oc #originalcharacter #art #digitalart

Man, I am giving myself chills. That looks legit as fuck.

(WIP, He/him for both)

After saving some of his scholarship money, Zhihao gives Qiuheng his first binder.

Something from the Carcinus No Aliens AU

#comics #webcomics #oc #originalcharacters #brocon #incest

Standalone piece for the SSBB issue "Fit to be Tied." The Conjurer is a very old, very powerful and very petty man who summoned Legion because someone pissed him off. When he's not seeking revenge, he's enjoying the perks of having a multitude of bed partners.

#nsfw #nsfwart #transnsfw #trans #oc

I'm your feast, daddy

Connor is consumed by his lust for Caleb, which feels sometimes like he wants to devour him. But Caleb is the last person to fear being eaten.

#ocs #originalcharacters #queerart #illustration #art

Opened my games drawer and somehow completely forgot I had bought Bioshock, Crisis Core AND Hades at some point in the year????

Excuse me, are you me

Had a client reply to me with "Thankie!!!" and my soul left my body

HAVING A MENTY B
I'm somewhat better, ish

It is I!

A man is covered in red-skinned hands, with blackened fingers. His mouth and most of his face and body are covered. Only his eyes are uncovered. He has gold irises.

- T h e G o d e a t e r -
[Screaming feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacify this hungering
So grow
Libido throw
Dominoes of indiscretions down
Falling all around
In cycles
In circles
Constantly consuming
Conquer and devour]

#digitalart #horror #art

divine blood and flesh

#queerart #ocart #oc #illustration #digitalart

Caleb did not think he'd be a monsterfucker but he really doesn't mind. Connor on the other hand is very worried for his very squishy and very human fiance.

#nsfw #monsterfucker #monsterboyfriend

Feel free to make up your own context for this pair. Maybe Heidegger has info on Leslie's fiancee or Corneo sent a gift or Leslie is a rent boy on the side. I just wanted Leslie wrecked

(I hc Heidegger as trans)

#nsfw #finalfantasyvii #finalfantasyviiremake #ffvii #queerart #transheadcanon

"Gege, you're making such a mess. Clean me up afterwards, okay?"

Zhihao is helping Qiuheng relieve some pressure but perhaps he is a little too enthusiastic.

#oc #originalcharacters #brocon #incest #nsfw #nsfwart #transnsfw

Howdy

After a very busy three weeks, things are finally calming down at work. I miss drawing and I hope I can squeeze some time in today.