i live on the other side of the atlantic, i just know the US has some really good surgeons. i'm guessing without insurance prices are astronomical?

if i can ask... how much did it all cost?

hormones are a fuck and i am not having fun with this HRT thing so far

i still learn new slurs every now and then apparently and that's beautiful

i need to book laser for my face to do that should help a bunch before i do electrolysis for the rest i just keep putting it off okay

in my defense, T already took most of my hair so i'm saving up for a wig and i've been on HRT for like 6 weeks now

as for the rest, uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i, uhhhhhhhhhhh,

started HRT today 🥹

started HRT today 🥹

that's one good manager

crazy how i hate my body 500% less, hell, may even like it somewhat when it is devoid of any body hair

body hair is the enemy. body hair must begone

reddit might help tho

starting electrolysis on my face in august (for a small fortune)

so far can't find a place for laser for the rest of my body because literally all of them have astroturfed reviews in google

at least i have my full body wax tomorrow and then a few of days where i like my body waaaaaaaaaaaay more before the hair starts growing back

impulse-ordered some ice cream delivery, came way too late and way too melted, now it needs to freeze in my freezer until probably tomorrow or late evening. f

seems like "sarah" is easier to get right in a starbucks than my old (girl) chosen name despite how i look (lol)

thankfully i'm in no danger of this as i have plenty of other problems besides gender dysphoria 💅

working on it 🫡

i felt like a girl today many times. it was nice.

i looked this up and read large parts of it and i uhh learned things about my body today

i was gonna change my last name as well but i feel a certain internal resistance to that

OTOH i don't like how my chosen name and my family name goes together and in general part of me wants a fresh start

i'm feeling dissociated af but it still feels Nice

my new gay BART programmer socks feel strangely gender-affirming

also the mailroom found it eventually so merch recovered

i'm not "transitioning" i'm "defecting to the other gender"

no it was gay BART merch

i didnt get the pillow because of my brainworms around money :(

either the mailroom or usps lost my package despite it being shown as delivered and im out of options with both so now im at the mercy of the merchant or out of $57

fuck's sake

crazy you can just ask a hotel for a high floor and they put you on the 34th

being trans in SF seems like a way better experience than in London lmao

you should not be allowed to tweet about trans people if you don't have gender dysphoria