Our job is the only place in the area that provides fresh food so we aren't closing, but we won't get penalized if we don't go in. I've just already missed two of my 4 shifts this week and I'm just. Ugh.
Murica!!!! 💀
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We've decided to get more fish in the future, so the equipment won't go to waste 🥹 we're just going to take a break for a bit
Like I'm sad and I cried but damn dude you couldn't have done this a few months ago
My Pleco died the other day which means I just spent around 300 dollars for new equipment for NOTHING
I'm especially hoping it'll help with this problem I've had where I see things I used to love and enjoy and get upset and angry about it (high-key the reason I'm never on 🥲)
I've been on one of them for almost 10 years now but I'm hoping this will help my depression and OCD symptoms
I've been slowly changing up my head meds and also changing my birth control and when I tell you I've been a MESS
World cold and hard, fertie face soft and warm
Thank you Erin 🧡 I'm really glad I was able to go too
Just finished my friend's funeral service. It was a lot of feelings. My parents' house was right down the street, there were a bunch of kids from high school, and I was all on my own. But I did it, and I got to speak.
I'm going to miss my friend so much.
Hey friends. I'm sorry for disappearing. I had planned on posting an update today or tomorrow about comms and other things. I'll still do that soon, but I found out earlier that one of my close friends passed away on Christmas and I wanted to share her GFM
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Middle school me would be in her grave
Had to go out and buy something for the funeral because I don't wear black anymore and I had nothing 💀
Eternal loop 🙂↕️🐸
#grogthefrog
Thank you Elloy 🧡
KITH WAS GIVEN 🧡
I'm so glad 😭 I've never had the compulsions before, which is why I never suspected, but as soon as my psych told me it didn't just have to be actions and could be thoughts as well I was like 💀💀💀
She did chip one of her canines last month, but apparently that's normal for ferrets? As far as I know neither of my previous babies chipped a tooth.
Either way, she still eats fine and she wasn't in any pain, and that's what matters.
If anyone is curious how Percy is doing, she's still a very happy and healthy little fert.
Thank you 🫂
black and white sketch of a downed crow, arrow sticking out, feet comically in the air. A speech bubble reads "have you tried water?"
Good intentions.
The night I found out my friend passed my brain wouldn't stop repeating the fact that she was dead, while also blasting the "Delectables Squeeze It" cat treat commercial for 2 hours before it finally let me go to bed.
She'd find this hilarious, but I'd rather it not happen again.
I officially got an OCD diagnosis from psych yesterday. I'm going to be changing my head medications for the first time in nearly a decade so I'm a little nervous, but I'm so tired of not being able to let shit go 🥲
Feeling a bit better. I still get overwhelmingly sad every now and then, but I know grieving is a process. The hardest part is not letting my guilt overwhelm my grief. I know my friend wouldn't want me to feel that way though.
Lark 🥺 I swear you always know what to say. Thank you 🧡 I'll do my best to treat myself kindly
Thank you 🧡
Thank you Linny 🫂I really appreciate it
My friend was so kind, I know she wouldn't want this to completely throw me off course. Instead, I'm going to take some time to grieve, and then do my best to be half as good a person as she was.
Before my friend passed, I was making good strides. I was making sure I was eating enough, I was stretching and exercising, I even started reaching out to people again. I also got a new diagnosis that I'm hoping may help at least alleviate my temp issues (PCOS but I ain't surprised)