i wish i could fix what we had. i miss you. i miss you i miss you i miss you

girl who never looks you in the eye when she talks to you, always looking at your teeth, really likes your teeth, always watching them, asking questions about your teeth

skykisser

take the bus to the train, take the train past the city, walk westward to the coast- it's night every time you make it. it's always worth it.

i keep coming back

lens / retina

i am, in every possible universe; every fraction of every tick of the clock, going to try.

bleet? skeet?? ah

...i might have to think this tweet over for a little bit

i love you, please know. you are too lovely to deserve the distance; you are too gentle to deserve me as i am. i wish we could touch without the preamble. i wish my choices were up to me at all

Being collared not because you're owned, but because you're dangerous

always waking in discomfort. more tired than when i went to sleep, nausea, thirst, needs, pain, panic. taking care of this shell is a fucking nightmare. every day is the same

seeing so many of us struggle so fucking hard in isolation is filling me with fucking *rage*

my last breath felt quiet like dying embers

my first thought hummed through a silver thread

yesterday i walked with feet of fragile flesh

today i drift as light across the grid

You Have

to Make

it
Yourself
.

there has to be more

no relief but through death

no sigh until my last

when muscle spasms into stillness

is when taut are lain untensed

poem i posted on tumblr earlier

now writing:

god, the hum of them is stunning. thank you for sharing

if you take a walk you may see angels

skin hunger

if you take a walk you may see angels

five days walking and five days again
a fox slinks amid you and finds the fawn is dead
heft up the ladder and push him to the edge
buried to the hilt against our masters overfed

So do we think the lathe of heaven is bound by time's arrow or not, chat?

convert ur friends

You can't defend gore, violent, gruesome media without defending sex and erotic media. Both go hand in hand, there's eroticism in the grotesque, theres horror in the sensual. Your "purity" about sex won't save you if you think making war is better than making love

oh this is from a page "debunking myths" about consensual choking

so uh

in case there was any doubt, yeah recriminalization of bdsm is definitely on the agenda.

if you thought the top shortage was bad before, wait till they start throwing the tops in jail.