IT’S OVER!!! 🧎‍♀️‍➡️

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been talking w/ dr. she just keeps telling me to increase the amt of miralax i take a day and it’ll work at some point.

starting to question that…

if im able to pass it without dying 🥲 10 fucking days wtf

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it’s been. 10 DAYS SINCE LAST BOWEL MOVEMENT 😃 how demure 😇

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ngl i feel rly bad when somehow normalsky comes on my edsky feed complaining abt edsky 🥲 i hope they don’t see us as much as we see them.

i also hate feeling like im corrupting a space, i just need somewhere to talk without judgement 😕

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today i ate a snack that’s nearly the same amt of calories as my dinner so i decided skip dinner b/c i do not need the calories.

im gonna be drinking with friends and i didn’t rly think of that when i had the after lunch snack instead of dinner 😇 wish me luck moots 😵‍💫

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day 9 of no bowel movements ama 😃

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04/05: 126.6 lb :( bmi 18.2

omg as in she’s so demure and skinee and her chronic constipation is skinee too?? 🥹

moving into day 8 since last bowel movement. im gonna be so much lighter afterrrr 😣

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0/04: 126.2 lb 🤷‍♀️ bmi 18.1

good morning 😁

i’ve not had a bowel movement in a week again despite taking laxatives 2 nights in a row (at doctors orders!)

not sure where the weight is going but im gonna be so skinny when i finally have a functional digestive system 🥹

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04/03: 126.2 lb :) bmi 18.1

no dw ur real for that 😓😭 lmao

i’m definitely getting enough fiber 😭💔

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why can’t i have the “pretty anorexia” where u just become skinny and have brain fog and are always hungry and get faint when u stand up again

this last relapse it’s been nearly fainting on the toilet, urgent care, chronic constipation, and FUCKING HEMORRHOIDS 😭

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my doctor thinks i have constipation-induced hemorrhoids. move over sal, i truly am tonight’s big loser 😓💔

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yeah i feel embarrassed but share the super gross consequences where i vent abt my struggles 🖤 there’s really nothing good to come from this disorder.

lots of ppl are stuck in honeymoon and romanticize it or romanticize it as a coping mechanism 😓 has some awful consequences for others though

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#1 reason my anorexia makes me a terrible roommate:

IM SO FUCKING COLD im under 2 blankets wearing 2 layers and a robe and i still need the thermostat at 78 and im STILL freezing 🥲

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this happens to me all the time i feel so bad 💔

04/02: 126.6 lb :) bmi 18.2

♡ started: 127.2 lb, bmi 18.3

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♡ april weight loss thread ♡

“im shitting blood” is the wildest april fools joke that i am SO going to make next year if the aforementioned shitting blood doesn’t either stop it from being a joke or stop me from making it that far 💫

I FUCKING WISH 😃
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and ppl say trans women can’t have periods 🙂‍↔️ rly breaking down barriers lmfao

so i haven’t had a bowel movement since 5 days ago, before then going a full week, taking laxatives 4 days in a row ultimately needing to go to urgent care 🤪

good news is i just had one, bad news is that it’s literally just blood. is that a concern? 😇

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hii everyone!!! my name is maddy, not new to ed spaces

⋆˙⟡ EDNOS, CPTSD, GAD, BPD

⋆˙⟡5’10

⋆˙⟡hw 220lbs
cw 150 lbs
lw 138 lbs
gw 120 lbs

⋆˙⟡ i’m 26, MDNI pls!!!

⋆˙⟡hit me up if ya wanna b moots!

one of my professors gave out stickers that just said “ed” in white text on purple background and i picked 2 up, what should i do with them 🤭

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gonna have end of march / beginning of april update 🖤 been backed up and crazy bloated but ended at 127.2 lb / bmi 18.3