it's not processed yet either, it's in LINE to be processed. that's so cool! yay!! yippee!

just got note that my financial aid stuff from JANUARY has just been submitted by my advisor months after I've sent it in. The semester is fucking over, there's a week left and I've been drowning financially and mentally because of this for months

Some author. Imagine not even showing up on the first page when you search your name + author, and then somehow thinking that your job is a qualifier that prevents you from being an insane conspiracy theorist.

oh I bet you do tons of "research"

very needed tonight ty

Hasan no! Not the preserved brain exhibit!

When Sky dies we need to study their brain and put it in a museum when we're done

I'm so tired of being the one who needs help

I want life to be so wonderful for all of you god I just want things to be ok for everyone why is this so much to ask for

if I drop out and work a dead end job until I end it all how can I help people how can I be good to everyone I have to manage

I can't ever kill myself because I need to make life better for all of my community and my loved knes

And this is not a "please don't let me see or hear about your problems" it just hurts my heart to see people I love hurting, the world is my family and seeing anyone struggling I want to fix it all

I wish I knew how to help people. I ask so much enotional labor of my friends and the people around me but when I see someone needing that same reassurance I have no idea what to do. I just see people miserable around me and instead of stepping up like I want to I just feel crushed by it

you should be thrown from a cliff ngl.

dreading the day I pass a cop who knows ASL

This is why I learned to sign it, I can tell people to do it with zero repercussions whenever I want

good to have confirmation

"oh lets try to make this character look my me this time in the character creator"

FUCK I MADE MY MOTHER 😭

find a man to project him onto

I should follow this with making a meal but what if I sit motionless for another hour until I stop feeling hungry instead?

I keep forgetting to make meals and then I wonder why I feel like a sickly peasant child who dies of exposure at the age of 7

"your great grandmother prayed for a house" No!!! She squatted in a mold filled shack with 7 kids for years until her racist ass husband decided to be slightly less aggressive about it so she could teach at a desegregated school how is this meant to be a fun story??

my grandmother loves to tell stories about "blessings" our family has gotten but oh my god most of these stories are just a nightmare

jfc that's a nightmare

the stage where you can feel it coming feels so awful

I didn't know about taking it with a meal; just did thanks <3

also the name is stupid

eggs need to come to the realization and if a cis person is offended by the suggestion I kinda don't care at all, egg prime directive helps nobody

really could be anyone

but I can't make you fight my dad he doesn't have an account