This is wonderful news

I smoked some 🍃 on 4/20 at 4:20

Pretty sure I’ve reached a new plane of existence

There’s a lot of dogs in my neighbourhood, and 90% of the dog owners are great, but today the snow is finally melting, and I see where some dog owners didn’t think they needed to pick up after their pets.

Unlike a lot around me, I don’t care if they go on my lawn. Just clean it the fuck up.

Every time I comment on something left wing or criticize something right wing on TikTok I get fake Musk/space x followers. It’s so odd. Great way to make my account look more exciting than it is. Almost at 500 fake account followers 🤣

Tesla. Disney. CVS Health. United Airlines. PayPal. Billions in profits. $0 in federal corporate income taxes.
That money should be funding schools, healthcare, and public services.
This is why people are mad as hell.

Please let the pressure changes and crazy weather be over. My head and my mental health can’t take much more.
The vice my head is in right now is 😖

Why don’t you ask the kids at Tiananmen Square
Was fashion the reason why they were there

Mesmerize the simple minded
Propaganda leaves us blinded

The resentment and jealousy I am feeling today when I see somewhere that doesn’t have snow falling and -12 weather right now is paralyzing.
I know it’s not forever, but I am so frustrated and sick of it. I wish I could feel happy.

I can’t believe it’s snowing this hard on April 16th. Was going all night and there is at least a foot of it built up.
I’m really really really sick of it.

My favourite season is garage sale season.

Pretty jealous of stuff like this while Alberta’s premiere is trying to send us back to bible times and make us pay for health care.

I just saw a video that reminded me I used to go to the ‘dollar theatre’ in my hometown and get a ticket for one movie for $2 and then sneak into at least one more movie when I was there.
Those really were the days.

Out of curiosity, I decided to search hotels in Great Falls Montana. Before boycotting, we used to go there twice a year. The hotel rates were nuts. $200 for a terrible hotel.
Now, nice hotels are $90 a night.
Boycotting works! Love to see it!

I feel incredibly trapped in my current life and I’m not sure how to fix it.
I think having my bills paid would help, but not sure what else.
Definitely working through some stuff these days 🥲

Had a realization today as to why I always felt left out of my mothers side of the family. How they would always do things and not include us. It’s because my parents are both neurodivergent and never knew it. Even now they would deny it, but it makes a lot of sense why we don’t talk to them anymore

Funny how the news was quick to report on one warehouse fire, but then suddenly are quiet now that it’s becoming more of a trend.
Someone said ‘they are out of touch, not untouchable’ and I’m loving that rebel energy.

Way to go Hungary ❤️

The live stream the separatists had last night should be evidence in that. The things they were saying from the clips I saw were just idiotic and awful.

I saw a book on TikTok I want to read, so I go to my library app to see if I can get a copy.
I guess a lot of other people want to read it too because I am 375 in line for 28 copies.
I may have to buy my copy of Yesteryear

April 12. Snowing again. At this point I am boycotting shovelling.

Had to drive by them twice so I made sure I was flipping the bird at them the whole time. Might go back blasting ‘oh Canada’ in a little while

Just saw a ‘group’ of separatists (there were 5 of them) waving their giant Alberta flags by Nose Hill Park. Funny, when the Forever Canadian signing was there, the road was closed off it was so busy.
Get a life losers

I said the same thing about the energy yesterday. Feeling some hope again.

It feels like change is in the air today. In a positive way for once.
I’m still fighting off an infection but things feel a lot lighter suddenly.
Is it the drugs? Who knows. But this feels good.

Just got my first real Stanley cup because my $10 dupe I’ve had for 3 years has taken quite the beating. They had some for a steep discount on the website so I caved and got one for $25.
I expect this one to last at least twice as long.

Someone I know who is 45 years old spells ‘allowed’ as ‘a loud’.
I have no more hope for the world. She also spells ‘lose’ as ‘loose’.
Yes English is her first language.
Sigh.

I’m sick and my partner is not helping. Asked him to grab dinner and instead he ate leftovers.
Sigh. Guess I’m having a girl dinner of apple and pickles.

We need like a Black Mirror type simulation where we can stick people into their own realities that want to do harm to the world. Let them live in that little bubble forever and leave the decent people alone

My indoor cat that wishes he was an outdoor cat is not impressed.

If I could just not cry for 24 hours I feel like things would get better.
Currently on hour zero.