O’ what I would do
To look half as good as you

Ode to a Nightingale by John Keats

#poetry #writing #philosophy

I thought so long that following the end of my listening of Mahler’s Ninth Symphony, this would be cemented, but I have not faded away. The final cymbal crash and the music that reaches desperation only to fade into silence seemed it for me as the symphony ended. Alas, I remain and continue.

I have said goodbye to romantic love a while back, though there are fluctuations that allow for local flashes of that intense feeling. Nonetheless, resignation on this matter, and most matters, have pervaded my life. Whether this has calmed me is doubtful, for despair and affliction continue.

I long to look as good as you do. One need undergo a great transformation, practically a transfiguration, to obtain this configuration.

The white winged doves are going off right now.

Quite sophisticated!

Piano fragment of my piano quartet score

Fragment of my piano quartet I am working on taken a few weeks back. From March 2026.
#composer #musician #music #classicalmusic

For tummy Tuesday hehe :3

#femsky #femboy #twink #gay #tummy #tummytuesday

It really does seem to be a matter of fortune at times, quite humorously.

‘Tis an interesting thing of note, for I am familiar with such specimen :3

From April 2026
Some pretty flowers I found out in the backyard :3
#flowers #photography #nature

I followed like 70 femboys at once oh goodness that’s a lot I did not expect there to be that many in that starter pack…. I mean what? You heard nothing >.<

From April 2026 right outside the window.

From Fall 2025
#poetry #writing

Bird

A specimen of the avian variety
#photography #nature #birds

The world is everything that is the case.