it shows where your mind has gone.and you swear to your parents that it will never happen again.

some see a pen, i see a harpoon.

we'll make pretend that you and me lived ever after happily.

some see a pen, i see a harpoon.

but there's hope out the window, so that's where we'll go.

the earth turns, from sanity.

i'm afraid to tell you who i adore, won't tell you who i'm singing towards, metaphorically, i'm a whore, and that's denial number four.

am i the only one i know. waging my wars behind my face and above my throat. shadows will scream that i'm alone-lone-lone.

i will rise and stand my ground, waiting for the night's return.

she asked me "son, when i grow old will you buy me a house of gold? and when your father turns to stone will you take care of me?"

'cause sometimes to stay alive, you gotta kill your mind.

and since we know that dreams are dead, and life turns plans up on their head, i will plan to be a bum so i just might become someone.

i hope i'm not my only friend.

peace will win and fear will lose.

i'm brewing and losing and spewing and fusing and believe me, that's what all the kids are doing.

pa, i'm not the one you know, you know.

and i just can't hide, i kinda like it when i make you cry 'cause i'm twisted up, i'm twisted up, inside.

'cause there's a screen on my chest, yeah there's a screen on my chest.

i'm so afraid of what you have to say, 'cause i am quiet now and silence gives you space.

there are things we can do but from the things that work there are only two and from the two that we choose to do, peace will win and fear will lose.

i want to know you, i want to see, i want to say hello.

i swear i heard demons yelling, those crazy words they were spelling. they told me i was gone, they told me i was gone.

remember the moment you know exactly where you're going, cause the next moment before you know it time is slowing and it's frozen still.

it's the same game today as it always is, i don't give these places fake my name explaining this.

because faith is to be awake and to be awake is for us to think and for us to think is to be alive and i will try with every rhyme to come across like i am dying to let you know you need to try to think.

i'm taking over my body, back in control, no more shotty.

lean with it, rock with it, when we gonna stop with the lyrics that mean nothing? we were gifted with thought.

i ponder of something great, my lungs will fill and then deflate.

i'm not free, i asked forgiveness three times, same amount that i denied, i three-time mvp'd this crime.

and the wrists of my mind have the bleeding lines that remind me of all the times i have committed dirty, dirty crimes that are perfectly form-fitted to what i've done and what i'm doing.