☕️ You can always tell when I’m around front because I get incapacitating levels of high to avoid any amount of stress. My awesome trick

☕️ (Spoken into an empty room) God could you just kill yourself already

👁 Ohhhh I get it now the torment IS unending

👁️ Squees and spins around out of excitement!

The fullenchungus "I like to play toys" "I fucking hate you and hope you die" meme but the kid playing with toys is edited to be Steven facing the other character and saying to them "I think killing people is wrong" with a slightly more relaxed look on his face

I made this but honestly now that I think of it this is basically just the plot of the show

☕️ Slightly blurry intrasystem game called “Whose fetish is that?” where you get flashbanged by a Concept and have to figure out who did that.

⭐️ I wasn’t even the one who opened the app to post but lrp got me. Fact checked by true American introjects

Estrogen actually wouldn't save Steven cause she'd end up looking like Rose and it'd freak her out

☕️🐕 I miss my [??? Relationship status it’s complicated]. I should have been less of a hater at home but I can’t go back and do it again. I stand by the three suicide attempts though

at the edge of the world, we discovered what appeared to be the remains of an ancient cybernetic god

☕️🐕 People who make funny little Unserious Kink Posts ✨ about rape make me really really mad. As someone who was for the express reason that they thought it would be funny to see me in that position. Like ohh haha. Oh I get it. Haha. Puts a gun in my mouth

☕️ Chuckles darkly

TW: CSA PTSD bullshiiit and cartoon gore

Thought I'd scribble up a comic about a weird addiction to self-induced fuzziness I've picked up lately, the OPPOSITE of a relatable comic. A very deeply unrelatable comic. (If you relate to this I'm sorry)

⭐️ We live in a sick and twisted world where there are people who don’t like donuts.

☕️ Whatever. This concludes tonight’s angry Brewster vent session where multiple posts were put in the drafts for being too graphic

☕️ I’m just forever pissed about how everything happened. It makes me feel gross for letting it happen and it makes me feel gross for liking other similar shit because of it. But it’s different because I’m not fucking 16 anymore and I’m not even with them. Fuck.

☕️ Guy who was traumatized by an individual who was “coping” with their own trauma by plunging headfirst into sex and kink without considering the feelings of the people around them when it sees the state of internet discourse lately I fucking guess. Let’s all kill ourselves

☕️🐕 I hate acknowledging the princess but frankly She’s a lot better at dealing with this shit than I am. I just end up winding myself up into a ball of stress every time I think about it which is a lot of the time recently.

☕️ Part of the reason I started posting here more than tumblr is because the single person outside of the system I consider a close friend doesn’t use this site so I don’t have to worry about being a stressor by bitchwhining about my sexual trauma all the time

☕️ And I still feel like I’m not allowed to call it rape as if I don’t remember it in the first person but like. “Technically” it “didn’t happen” because I’m “just an alter” or something. But these feelings have to be coming from somewhere but I’m the only one who feels them I guess.

☕️ It’s like. Ohhh. You DON’T view that as having been sexually assaulted ..? Just me…?

☕️ Admittedly kind of awkward sharing a brain with someone with parallel source trauma that views it really differently because it’s like. Ohh okay maybe I’m the fucked up one then. Gulp

☕️ As in my awful ex. Not the bitch from Steven’s Universe

☕️ I think I might just be ontologically evil. Or maybe it’s Jasper’s fault 🙂‍↕️

☕️ I really talk myself jn circles a lot. Because I have crazy memory issues because spend 90% of my time dissociating or inebriated or hungover. And this time I don’t have a beautiful woman keeping track of everything I say or do to keep me on top of things. Fuuck

👁️ I feel soo normal about Angels whose halos are an erogenous zone. I Wonder Why…

☕️ I already felt bad for unrelated reasons. Way to kick me while I’m down. Fuck my liiife

☕️ Ahaaa. I didn’t realize our tactile hallucinations get worse when we’re high. Guess I’m in for a great fuckin night

☕️ I need to listen to The Paper Chase.