i need to lock the fuck in
but i fear i am locked out?
no hidden key under door mat???
no window cracked?????

i yearn for this fashion

i feel like i'm in hell just stuck in the 150's
i really need to do better about walking bro LOL

i yearn for the dark academia look and to be small with it?? ugh

im down to 156.8lbs
im so GOD DAMN happy to see what i'm doing is working (i'm also in a cutesy little discord server thats helping me stay dedicated also where ive been lmao)

I JUST WANNA CROSS OUT MY 140GW ON MY PINNED

i need to be on here more often 😔

i'm fixing my sleep schedule and it sUCKS i'm so sleepy

so i've had the flu?? maybe?? idk- for 11 days i have been catatonic and more snot than human so if you were wondering where i went- i was dead BUT WE ARE SO BACK

sweet pickles, spicy pickles, and regular pickles saves lives honestly

#caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky #ricecakesky

MY ANGEL KISS BAG IS IN TODAAAAY!! 🗣️🗣️

so i tried to do it the normal way to lose weight again

im now 161 pounds
fuck that
fuck this
merry fucking christmas

thank youuu 🥹

thank you 🥹

i made journal page about societies beauty standards and the effects and ana, but literally can't show it to anyone so here it is (i like to cross junk journaling with actual journaling 🥹)

for breakfast i had a oat bar and half of a crunch chocolate bar- i think it's time to go back to sleep LMAO

goodmorning, i love this little app bc fuck counting in notes

goodmorning pals i'm fuckin sleepy

i ate a homemade sugar cookie so i put 200 😔

why do i keep eatin' when i said i'm not gon' eat? ):<

#caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky #ricecakesky #⭐️ve #toxicwl

i know when i'm ovulating bc the amount of mf discharge and in the beginning i'll get a sharp pain behind my belly button (i have hyperawareness i can even feel digestion)- i also when im ovulating feel like the baddest bitch?? just for it to all start over again with luteal-female hormones are ass

everyone is different!! how i know is i'll start to get overly paranoid and my patience is not as much as it usually is. It's literally like 2 weeks of me being on edg, then i can feel when my cervix drops- then the next day i start bleedin and i feel not as insane anymore LMAO

i don't have any sort of unhealthy food in my house like usually if it's not organic we don't buy it EXCEPT like coffee (everyday) or the occasional soda (diet coke has made a comeback) or if we go out to eat?
so my binges are atleast not like- terrible for my health as a whole right? LMAO (,:

alright so
i can't stop bingeing at night pals

and at night i mean like

3-6am

i only ate a cheese quesadilla as my omad (i love cheese you can't rip me away from it ok)
and the

2 granola bars
1 little bag of granola bites
and some healthy ass cereal
so like
the binge wasn't crazy but (,:

this made me giggle

i woke up a 4 pm HELLO when will my period eND

time to go on another following spree
say hiiii if you see this 🙂‍↕️
#caterpillarsky #3dsky

ok so i live in yeehaw bum fuck no where with
farms and shit and there's a lot of stray cats that i feed- WHY ARE THEsE TWO ROOSTERS (i think they're in love) ALWAYS TRYNA EAT SOME CAT FOOD DO YOU NOT HAVE A FUCKIN' fLOCK TO PROTECT GO On GIT BEFORE YOU START MEOWIN'

goodmorning~

#caterpillarsky #ricecakesky #lemonwatersky #th1nspo #th1nsporation #⭐️ve #3dsky #4nasky

mY LEGS R IN PAIN

ate a cheese burger so naturally, i am working out

but i am also bleeding immensely and have cramps so
we're gonna forgive ourselves for today LMAO