KDBDJ i did order some stuff recently actually... I did a goof with the shorts because even though they fit my legs I can't button any of them up (ibs probs) and therefore can't tuck shirts in to show the suspenders 😭 but maybe I can find someone who can adjust the waistlines...
bro I swear I've started balding please god not me 💔💔
god it's still so nerve wracking trying to write posts or talk to anyone on twitter LOL I feel immediate regret whenever I say anything 😭😭 recently I keep rethinking whether I even really want to interact with fandom to begin with or just recluse and write. stressful
Yeah so chapter one is 17k words so far and it's nowhere near finished yet 🤠 this fic really got away from me...
little snow prince #sebaciel
I just realised there's a high possibility ciel has an STD...... 😭😭
sooooo true
Happy Chinese New Year~！
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こちらでもっとセバシエ妄想しようと思ってんだけど実際やるかどうかちょっと置いといて…
Plus if we assume that shinigami do get new versions of their bodies when they're "born," I feel like there's absolutely no way Undertaker wouldn't jump at the opportunity to experiment on his own corpse LOL.
However, it's this page that convinced me of this theory.
The look on Undertaker's face is strangely vulnerable, strangely personal. He reacts as if Polaris is himself talking, and that he's describing exactly what Undertaker DID choose to do in death (as his life as a shinigami)
Polaris is full of rage and overwhelming passion for his master—perhaps because the trauma that made Undertaker take his own life is still extremely fresh in his memory and he hasn't had decades to calm down like the shinigami version of Undertaker.
Undertaker's life as a human is shrouded in mystery; all we know is that he was very attached to the Phantomhives maybe even before his death. If we consider that he was their butler, there is a possibility that Undertaker took his own human corpse and reanimated it.
We only know a few (actual) butlers in the series, and for Yana to go to the trouble of hiding his face, it's likely we could recognise him. However, Polaris being Sebastian, Tanaka or Agni seems unlikely, which suggests another character we already know was actually a butler.
So, there are only a few things things we know about Polaris:
1. He is a reanimated corpse
2. He was a butler in his previous life
3. He has lost his master at least once before (in the Phantomhive family?)
4. He is ferociously dedicated to R!Ciel (and perhaps the Phantomhives)
(The theory is based on three core assumptions:
1. That Undertaker was once a butler to the Phantomhive family, which is why he's so closely connected to them
2. Shinigami do not retain their original human bodies upon death
3. His face is obscured because we'd recognise him)
Who is Polaris?
I think he could be Undertaker.
(I mentioned this theory in a server and people liked it so sharing it here 🧵)
working on this now... planning for it to be a 3-chap multichap at around 30k
Monochrome Kiss
special surprise for sebastian
Yeah dbdhbg their post did literally the opposite of what they were demanding 😭
Read in this thread hehe bsky.app/profile/ciel...
So many people liked this wip but I feel like I overworked it a bit!
#Kuroshitsuji #Cielphantomhive #sebastianmichaelis #sebaciel
losing it over AO3 saying that masturbation counts as sex lol
