Wish I was able to be more interesting, pretty and less annoying and just a little less everything I’ve always been too much and I’m just tired of it

My daily life kinda feels like being shoved head first into an industrial food processor ngl

Shit day after shit day, gotta love it lol

I am better than my bad days

So many things in my life feel so out of control that it’s just hard not to freak out, if you thought you were drowning it takes a lot of training and practice to not thrash around for your life.. I keep dipping under and I’m getting tired…

I’m not smoking 🍃 for the next 14 days and if this is how it’s starting… good luck Charlie 😐

I’m a shit farmer :/

Might call it early tonight I have been doin ok but I’m feelin the sads coming back and don’t want to ruin my night a second time

Locking in the best I can for this last little sprint I just gotta keep it together a lil bit longer, things are gonna be okay. It’s never as bad as my brain can make it seem and there’s no use stressing before and in the moment just gotta do it, I can do it. Im competent and loved. it will be ok.

Once my queue of songs are done I’m done being sad for the night, if I get any sadder we’re gonna have a real problem

Damn you mental illness and hormones 🥲

Waking up and goin the whole day, HELL goin a few hours consecutively, not feeling like shit about yourself must be so freeing.. :/

“Oh please I bet everybody here is fake happy too” 🙃

Stick figure of a dad asking “are you winning son?” The stick figure son replies “I don’t know dad I genuinely don’t know” while the sons room is filled with the trolly problem with multiple trollies, Sisyphus rolling the stone on the track a drawing of a bug in a bed and other bullshit because that’s what life is these days.

How it feels being a 20sum in 2026

If I end up getting life together instead of ending the trial early a lot of mfs are gonna be upset at where they stand with me

Have been drafting my saddest thoughts but we havin a quick happy break cause- ORLANDO MAGIC 🪄 ORLANDO MAGIC 🪄 ORLANDO MAGIC 🪄 lfg :)

The mood for tonight.. iykis :(

Let your hair down
Have one more round,
Drink til you believe it
Sloppy kisses, dirty wishes
Baby this is livin..
Rollercoaster,
up & down in random motions
Oh come in closer
Ditch your problems,
Better days are coming

13 days hopefully things will be better :/

Trying to be chill but my brain is saying all of the people I’ve talked to in for the last week been annoyed with my presence like damn why even engage if I bother you?

Last period in Iowa? Tryna go out with a bang I see

Better days are coming

Trauma :)

Asking for help kinda feels like stabbing yourself directly in the chest imo

Feeling things intensely is like drowning in those tubes magicians put themselves in, but the numbness feels like having a pallet of bricks sat on your body. :)

Got some free 🍃 from my brother life might be worth living a lil longer :/

Spicy chimkin sannich save meee

Save me spicy chimkin sannich

Spicy Chimkin sannich 😩

I sure don’t but hey can’t be worse than this hahaha