the entirety of parappa has been playing through my mind all day ever since last night's stream

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(I'm really good at wearing diapers and should be given some type of award for it, is I suppose what I'm saying here.)

Anyway, that's all for my belated navel-gazing thread.

And that felt a lot better, even if I was still super nervous!

2) I think the trip was the first time I'd spent an extended period with someone who knew I was wearing 24/7 since that became a thing? And obvs. they were predisposed to being cool with it, but also there were zero awkward moments!

Two unrelated things that have also stuck in my mind:

1) I feel like the first couple times I went to cons, years back, my social anxiety manifested in being *very* still in a prey animal kinda way around other people?

And this time I was rocking and fidgeting and generally stimming constantly.

Probably it's not, like, a *great* sign to find yourself going, "Wow, spending time IRL with people you like and trust can be nice! Have you heard about this?" in your thirties.

Have you heard about this, though...?? It's pretty cool.

I keep meaning to write up a post-CAP reflection. And the 'con was a really nice experience!

But also the main thing I keep coming back to is that I think going with a good friend who I was comfy just parallel playing with when either of us got too overstimulated reset my brain on some level.

We're dealing with enough national humiliation lately, and now it turns out America doesn't even have the technology to keep my bed dry...???

Got what I think is my first batch of U.S. manufactured Megamaxes this past week, and I regret to report that overnight they develop a major case of what I will term "Abena butt."

Cadmus falls asleep while reading (big mistake) #scalesandstones #abdl #omorashi #snowcatscribbles

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Also maybe need to take "Little" out of my bio for the time being, because I definitely felt in a Middle vibe the entire time.

(Just more...doesn't-use-their-words-much, stims a lot, late-blooming kinda Middle.)

Like, last time around, I left completely wiped out and super uncomfortable about how awkward I was, whereas this time I'm just like, "Okay, got through it!"

Which I guess is a flavor of progress??

Got through my first CAP in basically forever. Overall, it was a good experience! I dragged along a Little friend, which was very exciting.

Also felt odd, in that I have not gotten much better at socializing since my first time ages ago, but have gotten way more at home about not being good at it?