buge

dshfh bc i only thought of the corpse after i sent that to u

bugs when you lift up the rotting dead corpse

dshfhsg

every single week something worse than the week before

- opens fl
- adjusts one eq
- "phew... ok that's enough work for today!"
- closes fl

u need a lobotomy

hatefull ass uve literally seen my pubes and know damn well ive got enough of them

random urge to get a wig

i can't wait for it to become warm enough for me to wear my slutty leather boots plus black socks plus black cargo shorts plus black sleeveless shirt combo again
(now with the addition of a military style cap)

the instrumental of power & control by marina seems to go perfectly over basically any acapella

i get a sadistic kind of enjoyment from seeing non natives trying to figure out polish declensions and conjugations lmao

mood lmao, i also just lose motivation rly quickly and get frustrated if I'm not good at something instantly lol

on a regular basis i will get the random itch to learn a new language

and then i just don't

on my mental list so far i have

japanese
russian
maybe mandarin
maybe spanish

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might perhaps be going bald perhaps even from stress but it don't matter bc at this rate i won't make it through my 30s anyway :p

kinda funny how every time someone asks how I'm doing & i say "ok" I'm lying to them & myself lmao. like relatively? sure, i was literally stuck in the worst panic state i ever had for weeks and felt like i was dying, p much anything is better that that.
but objectively? no, I'd rather not exist

and that's on periodt

any off y'all have experience with fluoxetine and/or sertraline? i might decide to try out one of them (for info, i tried mirtazapine and my body did NOT like it at all. i handled escitalopram alright while i was taking it but it wasn't very effective and was messing with my weight and appearance)

kinda miss the old vocal synth days, everything sounds so.... overly clean, realistic and "mainstream" now, ai voicebanks were a mistake lmao

my, my, what do we have here?
something broken it appears! 🗣📢💯

hola maricón putas! :D 💯💯🗣📢

mam złe wiadomości...

ich bin heute aufgewacht :0

got it down to under 5,000 today, gonna see if i feel like continuing tomorrow lmao

lichrally, and don't even get me started on not being able to recognize myself and my behavior or speaking style from a few years ago, i don't talk or behave like that, that's a whole ass stranger, i don't know that hoe

kinda regret not keeping/making archives of my twitter accounts before deleting them... lmao

god my memory is so bad, absolutely atrocious, early onset dementia levels of fucked

i wonder where all of my lost moots are now, wouldn't be surprised if half of them completely rebranded, switched to some different hobby/community or fully stopped posting

still going thru the few scattered dms and tweets that got lowkey archived thru the notification emails and damn, all that shit is in the past and gone for good now huh

like

oh, there's old twitter dms in there, can't see the entire chat tho, just what the other person sent

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30 fuckin thousand emails in my inbox on my oldest and most used account, cleaning this shit out is gonna take hours. kill me (i literally never delete emails and am now suffering the consequences of my own inactions)