i am once again asking - why does relaxing hurt so much?

day thirty nine, had to make it work after a short dance class, but managed another 1300 words. playing with some cringe comedy elements, we’ll see if that stays later, though.

maybe not all at once, but you could potentially inspect it all in a short period of time?

day thirty eight and i am tiiiiiiiired. but it’s worth it, because then i am open to fun ideas that are absolutely biting off too much to chew, but that’s okay. it’s just more fodder for writing. oh, about 1300ish

shout out to Hazel Norwood, whose performance as Meredith in “Castration Movie Part II” has ended up being the thing that has stuck with me the most about that movie two months later. heart and soul of that movie, truly.

everyone forgets the consecration step before slurping on some ‘nads 🙂‍↔️

i don’t think that will make the situation better

i remain kind of baffled at how Michael Douglas was a sex symbol when Tim Heidecker is better looking, funnier, more charismatic AND YET

i have never felt so seen 🥹

My three essential Wachowskis:
Bound
Matrix Reloaded
Speed Racer

cursed to turn 40 in an era when the phrase “i’m old enough to be your mother” is considered flirting 😭

“wow. tell me what you *really* think 🙄”

*powering up noise*

watched “Bay of Angels” (1963) AKA “Jacques Demy asks whomst amongst us could resist a manic pixie dream MILF- uhhhhh, gambling, who could resist gambling” AKA “Film of Dissolves”

thirty seven? i wrote for thirty seven days? in a row? anyway, 1400 words and broke the 40k mark with this story that still isn’t halfway through. i think the male lead is 2% worse now, i’m getting there!

aw boo :(

just 54 more days of this one, then just 106 more 108 day cycles to go 😅

awesome, fits in with my trying to watch more French films too ☺️

how do i resist the powerful urge to rewatch “Heat” (1995) yet again? i am trying to focus on movies i haven’t seen! is there, like, a tapering schedule for it? how do i deal with withdrawal symptoms?

good point 😌

why would you challenge the people of bluesky like this?! 😫

when i succumb to brief moments of nihilism: HERESY
when u succumb to brief moments of nihilism: 🫂

halfway through my second 108 days of meditation and finally feeling the semblance of discipline again. my brain has mostly just been partying in this set up ‘til now 😅

day thirty six and just barely in time, i got out 1300 words and failed to make the male lead 10% worse. he can’t keep getting away with iiiiit

love a second lunch 🤤

multiple coincidences this weekend have repeatedly exposed me to messages equivalent to “it’s all for the best”. the universe thinks i am dense, and on this specific point, it is correct. message received reluctantly.

yes! YES! 😭😭😭😭👏👏👏👏👏

"will that make me happy?"

ah, no.

it is essential to teach philosophy because you should learn that every point of view you can have as a human is fucking stupid.

racoon: nihilism, seriously teenage nerd shit cat: you just said that about deontology raccoon: PHILOSOPHY FUCKING SUCKS