2026 will be the year i fall in love with myself !!

deleted tiktok and x from my phone

i will be keeping IG though… and fuck it i’m staying on lurking THREADS dramas

i barely have time to do anything that even being on tiktok for like 5 minutes makes me feel like i’m wasting my life JDJSKD i need to change that mindset but also im gonna delete it + X for like a month

all because i organized my life more in notion this past week . idc if it gives myself the illusion of girl who’s gonna be okay bc i FEEL myself wanting to make changes LOL

i’m feeling a different energy with myself this april and i’m very welcoming of it.. my power…. it’s growing…… 💆‍♂️ im manifesting

boyfriend said “that was the best nap ever” but i think he forgot i accidentally dropped my phone on his head like 10 minutes ago while he was sleeping

exactly 😭😭 just mean for no reason!

i have this really bad fear of the world turning on punch for some reason like every morning i’m scared to go online and see everybody saying they always had a bad vibe about him

Underscores has been having an incredible year and it’s so exciting seeing her blow up even more 🥹 like this new era is gaining so much traction but i will seriously miss the Wallsocket album cycle and the lore and storytelling around it, one of my fave albums everrrr. anyway Tell Me is so GOOOD

HAKXJSK that is so wild LMFAO like of all songs!! but it’s seriously like so good i forgot how much i liked it ive been listening to it all weekend 😭😭

i got new bolder obnoxious glasses to make myself feel sharper heh

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this chorus was so good.. it sounds like a phil collins disney soundtrack song youtube.com/watch?v=OT5m...

it’s hard for me to watch the olympics cuz i keep tearing up when i see them do really well and it makes me emotional LMAO

putting on office clothes while working from home really does make me have a mindset shift and i’m being more intentional about work during the work hours of the day.. i’m 6 years late to trying this but im here to confirm it works everybody

using this sunday morning to listen to music and clean … i think im gonna LIVE in this house ❤️

they’re making anything these days

my keychains 🔑🙂

not allergic to any of these foods including the one food i thought was a huge trigger for my health issues lately…… this allergy test was taken on opposite day cuz all the answers don’t make sense besides me being allergic to dust and pollen

allergic to both cats AND dogs? AND bird feathers? i should just kms

we meed to make CHANGE!!

i kinda don’t really fall into seasonal depression to the extent that others do but oh my god it’s so bad for me right now. and i wish this rain would just leave

also haven’t rly shared my thoughts outwardly much this year ever since dropping twitter and barely posting here i kinda have been “stay out of my twisted mind” accidentally

2025 has been one of the mentally challenging years for me. a lot of good and eye opening things but mental illness (ocd & adhd) sometimes feels borderline unmanageable

i said “M M flip it around wicked witch” out loud right now and i get why michelle yeoh likes to say it so much

hello…>.<

I think this new Shame album is gonna be so excellent..

boyfriend did say a song he would add (even tho suggestion box is closed) is You Making Loving Fun (Fleetwood Mac) and i’d have to agree

i have a running list of songs with beautiful prechoruses (possibly the best part of their respective songs) and so far the only two songs on it are Time After Time (Cyndi Lauper) and A Thousand Miles (Vanessa Carlton). My suggestions box is closed though so don’t try to add anything

being alone with my thoughts for many hours is such a terrible terrible place to be. i wish i could just turn my brain off