Pick yer poison

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Therapy is slowly helping a bit. But I still feel very like... I'm not sure.

It hurts that I was esentially forced to leave a large friend group because because of my ex. Like I haven't suffered and am not STILL suffering enough consequences for HER actions.

I guess I feel abandoned by them.

Pretty sure most of my ex and I's mutual friends had my priv Twitter account muted. I assume because hearing about my sadness and anger made them uncomfortable.

In the end yelling into a void, to people who it felt had turned their backs to me, felt a lot worse than bottling things up.

Even now I'm like ehhh I probably shouldn't be sharing this but it's an alt account so what ever.

I know they had no way of knowing I was hurting myself because I never told like, anyone.

It felt unfair to make people aware of what I was doing. And also I was sure thay I would be labeled, again, negatively.

Dramatic. Attention-seeking.
Selfish.

Idk.

Idk. I got really frustrated hearing that my friends were not acting in any capacity to protect me from my ex because they were worried about what my ex would do.

Ironic.

Something about sharing that information feels like putting a heavy burden onto someone.

I mean there is also shame attached to the act itself. That I was unable to regulate myself to such an extent.

CW: self-harm

I finally admitted to another friend that I'd been hurting myself at one point in all of this (haven't in like, a month or so) and I am still feeling guilty about telling them even tho they were really really kind about it.

I'm trying to discern if youre being serious or not ahdjahd

I obviously have not encountered enough dicks in my personal life.

I need to eat but also I want to go back to rotting in bed. -__-

Lame that in still uttering this same sentence a month later 😔

It's not fair that I have to keep dealing with the repricussions of her selfishness... I want off this ride!!!!!

Big stress cry. TT___TT

She's just silly sometimes...

I have been good, I deserve a bone. 😔

I have a big room all to myself wow

MOOOOD.

We need private accounts so bad 😭

my friend stupid dog

A soft drawing of two rabbits dressed in old fashioned Christmas-themed clothing in bright, warm colors, meeting excitedly under the mistletoe for a joyful kiss.

Home for Christmas 🌿💋🎁 #art #christmas #christmasart #bunnies

Have a peek

Was being dumb yesterday venting on main... Gotta be better...

Woahhhhh

vegetables baby

People are so immature... : (

Accursed Beast may you serve our kingdom in your penance.

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I would like for my ex to stop dropping cartoonishly big rocks on me from the rooftops. That's my Christmas wish. That's all I want lol.

Had two big cries yesterday and then drew cute porn until I passed out... This is what vacation is for, right?

I need retake my Electrical Physics exam but I did well in all of my other classes yay

Popppp your house is so cool