You live in a beautiful prison.
You will see it soon enough.

What I can say is: no matter how hard you try to be a lapdog for the people with the power, they’ll still put you down the minute you stop being useful to them.

I have so much I wish I could express but have been advised not to for my own survival and it’s exhausting living a whole life lying.

I haven’t had free speech in many years.

Seeing a lot of sights lately

Outfit of the day

Cooking

Sometimes you just have to go out and get exactly what you want in life

Fake depth experiments, touchdesigner grind continues

This is for my 13yo self

Set up a Touchdesigner stream at a party last night and hooked it up to my iphone camera

Wait a minute

Back in this particular hell (touchdesigner)

Miss u

Have a blessed weekend

Caught

bad day at the factory

i will keep making stupid little movies until i dig myself out of this hole

That’s just every day for me lmao

movie night

I want to run a chainsaw across my body and the only way to stop this feeling is if someone gives me a million dollars to make horrible performance art

HEARTBREAK IS OVER TIME TO MAKE ART

another glorious day at the Kit Volta factory

cncbcbdhddhdh omfg thank you OK I BETTER GET ON IT

I’m gonna b huge

I have the power of NTS and undiagnosed adhd on my side

I currently avoid Being Aware and just hang w my friends