it's wild that i can feel my meds not letting me feel my feelings

guys i'm really high and really depressed and i missed this appppp

i can make missing flyers🫶🏻 it could've gotten kidnapped :(((

Clippy saying "have you tried giving up and using hard drugs?"

Me when life decides to fuck me (with no condom)
#shtwt #shsky #edsky #edtwt #shed #🫓 #slitsky #caterpillarsky

i'm not crashing out

i'm slowly walking down a spiral staircase

saw someone say the other day how easy it actually is to just say no to food

and like - bro was fr right

i bought two and ate half of one - the water in the package scared me tbh

i think i'm gonna get boiled eggs

i feel like it's divine intervention that this is on my feed.

go get you some coffeeeee

(i religiously get coffee from places)

i have so much to do today it's stupid :((

what's that? sorry - i thought i heard you say that i should abandon all my plans and go hiking? huh - that's odd

i'm craving like healthy mf food today?? usually my cravings are for like ice cream or cookies.

but bro i just want some salty boiled eggs or some cucumber

if you ever need to vent or chat i'm here🩷 i also unfortunately lived with my rapist when i had no resources to move or get help

me*** i'm too lazy to retype this

way too comical that it was right below

it doesn't have to cost money or a lot of time. you could plan to walk your block or draw stick figures on your wall🩷 i dont typically have a lot to put into my plans but i make them nonetheless. sometimes i plan to throw one piece of trash away the *next* day so its just something i have to do

eat like 200-300 cal 3-5x a day. walking 20k steps should be like 700-900 cal burnt so you're gonna feel hungry when you've already burned through half your tdee without any balance

fuckin hell - i've never felt so seen😭😭😭

plan things so you have no choice but to look forward to something - as someone with severe sh/suicidal ideation, it's rlly been my most effective way to not kill myself

no one at work has ever seen my eat :)) i'd like to keep it that way. i grabbed a donut in front of someone one day but the way they looked at me caused me to immediately throw it away

no longer panicking - i found two in my med bag that id apparently not taken🎀🎀

LOL ITS TIME TO PANIC IM OUT OF MY MEDS TIL WEDNESDAYYYYY

guys nova hates food🎀✨🩷😘🥰🫶🏻

working in a thrift store makes me so judgy jeez

i work on top of a hill and there's fast food below us and the smell wafting up here is so gross i wanna puke

yalllll i think about food choices way too often

if you're talking like sandier or second skin, it'll work exactly as you intend. my bestie works at a dog kennel washing dogs and it's how she keeps her patch on until she can move the patch location

any of you have yazio?? i got the pro version for a yr to force myself to use it. just dm me if you want my link🎀🫶🏻

#ricewatersky #anasky #edsky #caterpillarsky

hi skinny phone pplss