How could i be so immature to think he could replace the missing elements in me? How extremely lazy of me

Soooo turns out this life shit is in MY hands...

No LITERALLY especially since she said she used to be anorexic lique

Steadily losing weight

13.12 ☝🏻🤞🏻

When u open up to a carer in the psych clinic abt your ed and she start saying eat apples dont eat bananas theyre too high cal

THANKS YALL for saying happy bday

Laying next to me ugh

O yea it was my bday on 1312 im 22 now

Kill me meow ugh

#ihatemybf

Ya im losing weight again oh yea

My phone fell in the terlet with pee

I think im just born zo be a drunk bc its the only time i feel like myself. I hate life so much

Im soooo fucking drunk idk if im able of recovery from all my problems they are my warmest hug nobody uas ever given to me not my mom not dad nobody i feel warm. For the very first time again....

IM GOIN ON A NEW ANTIDEPRESSANT TOMORROW AND ONE OF THE SIDE EFFECTS IS ANOREXIA #WINNING #ROTTENBRAIN

Happy birthday richey edwards ❤️‍🩹 ..

Im gonna go to psychotherapy clinic for 3 months. Gonna try to eat 1000kcal a day then i might be able to lose 10kg

I AM IMMUNE TO EVERYTHING
QUETIAPINE PRAZINE ALCOHOL I CANT SLEEP BRUH PLEASE LET ME SLEEP 🥲🥲🥲

Im back on my jhit baybeeee last hurrah before i go 3 months to psychotherapy clinic lol

In case yall gained
Me too
😭

Mothers give youth we piss it away

This was just my second spring

LOVE YOU KELZ!!! Coming thru with the real questions!!!!! I think the fact that im suddenly sober all the time and not drunk flirty and the mental gymnastics of figuring out my life just arent hitting
🥲🥲🥲

Omg thank god its all negative 😭

It sure feels like it😭i used to be the biggest kissing enthusiast

Zoloft 😞

Omg thank u for sharing right like ewww why r our tongues doin dat

I relapsed i had to do pee test just now i hope to god nothing shows up omg i mixed it with terlet water lol but i get out friday anyway

I lowkey cant handle the fact that my bf is the same height as me and skinnier i actually fucking hate it idk if ill get over it