Wish I could build something with all these scraps of who I used to be

My TTRPG hot take is:
Solo games are all good and fine, but if the reason for the boom is "it's harder to meet with friends now" then maybe we shouldn't isolate RPGs, but make RPGs that are better designed for online play
(No hate to solo RPGs, they definitely have their place)

In before a few of those places would kill you and or several of the places not marked are non-lethal.

Outline of petite adult human form in black and white. Neutral pose with arms extended. Red dots cover wrists, shins, crotch and chest. Parody of "Wald's Airplane," which is a common symbol for suvivorship bias.

Step One: Sexy Armor is unisex
Step Two: Diagetic Reasoning is unsound but based on a common bias.
Step Three: Waste too much time on a joke you saw on the dying clock app

The curse of a burnt out polymath

Still alive, but not doing much
Surgery recovery is all but over, and everything went kinda perfect
Now to rebuild my mental health and figure out what I'm to do with my self

Gatta find a place I can just scream into the wind about some things.

Being angry as a woman feels so futile. So useless. I feel like I had a community for that once, but I've lost it.

So, yes.
I've been thinking about how my new genitals and general acting skills would be valuable to a niche porn market.

Tech I could easily build that would be very valuable right now.

TTRPGs I'm writing.

My years as a Director and Acting Teacher.

If only half of everyone is selling a hobby, the other half has to be Editors. And another Half as Marketers.
And we don't have nearly that many Editors and Marketers. Those are rare enough to charge better rates; as they should,
but like the whole thing collapses.

No one should have to sell their hobbies.
There is more work in marketing hobbies than just the PR side; making a hobby presentable, comprehensible, and largely palatable and all that.
And don't get me started on Editing.

I figure I'm just rehashing the whole alienation of labour in a way, but the bit shining for me right now is the intoxicating lure. The glimmer of hope.
The "I've got a good idea; I could make ends meet." Lure
It hooks me every fucking day

Thinking about how Capitalism sells the idea that people can turn their hobbies to profit. The intoxicating part is that most people have skills that folks would pay for.

But most people don't have PR and Marketing skills.

Can't sell shit if you can't actually sell the shit.

All I can do to resist horny posting on main.

I spend 3 hours a day slowly pressing something into me? Like, I *have* to edge for a whole hour? Doctors orders?

Fuck.

They said dilation won't feel like masturbation.

They lied.

Out of the hospital.
Penile Preserving Vaginoplasty was a success!

The 'Thor Ragnarok - You Can't Beat Me But He Can' meme, with the logo of the Cass Review taking the place of Hel, a trans flag taking the place of wounded and winded Thor, and a cut-out of Harris Brewis, aka h bomber guy, during his famous "Sell [their houses] to WHO, Ben?" outburst taking the place of Surtur the Fire Giant.

Manifest with me:

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Support them right now and get some great games! A lot of game. (Mine included)
For a small tiny $5
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Just five days until surgery!

I'm learning I don't know how hyphens work, and I'm not willing to learn.

She says while search-enginening... searching-internet...internet-searching...

She says while duck-duck-going it.

I will also accept alternative suggestions.

Gothic Adventure-Mystery?

Adventure of Gothic Mystery?

Mystery-Adventure Gothique?

Okay Azure Horizons, help a hot girl out;

What sounds better?

"Gothic-Adventure Mystery"

or

"Gothic-Mystery Adventure"

?

Ideal really

I like to think of the GM as a player too. Really everyone should be edging when playing.

Glory, Glory, what a hell of a way to die!

Pretty sure you have to send photographic evidence to your GM if you're playing remote.

The weird thing about Thirsty Sword Lesbians is that I can't find the rule in the book where the player has to have a toy inside her in order to play.

A thing I want to clean through and un-de-list at some time.

If the project bug in my head is kind, I'll soon be re-publishing my Shakespearean Adventure based on this system.

But really it's so I can easily mentally track the relationship directions and interactions, a sort of personal mnemonic device.

As an aside; I base these Ensemble characters off of a sort of rock-paper-scissors element system I made for a game I wrote a while ago. It's kind of like an elemental type theme for the characters, like Humors, or Horoscope or what have you.

I find this kind of Pentagramanal design creates nuanced writing and seemingly tangled character motivations

And it makes for a cast that is literally Star-Crossed. A quick tool for making an area seem nuanced and complex. Kind of like how in Boy Meets World they made 9 desks appear as a classroom.