Posts by emi π₯
Somehow it even tasted good? Like in a comforting cardboard sort of way.
Feeling nostalgic for school lunches rn. It looked disgusting but it has a special place in my heart π
Also I might be guy idk
Did semi recov aka am fat again. I also hate winter. But I got ts in the bag ππΌ new lw by summer?????
I hate summer. I hate summer. I hate summer. I cant restrict for shit in summer I'm just light headed and grumpy. Haven't left my bed. Can't even hang out with ppl because All of my irls are literally so gorgeous I feel like a mammoth next to them. I'm so lonely I wanna binge rn sooo baaadddd!!
I have this thinspo/fitspo photo as my wallpaper and try to hide it when ppl look over my phone. But It just occured to me that ppl probably just think im hella gay.
I want focaccia bread so bad right now :(
ANYWAYS GUYS
I've gone 2 days without binging π₯³ππ
Haven't been able to weigh myself recently so I'm not sure how much I've gained from my lw. But I know y waist thigh and hip measurements went up by 4" so that's not a good sign π«€
Feeling like a fat fuck
I think they are getting triggered by feeling full? I have no urges to binge when I'm fasting or having a light snack but the second I eat a meal it's over for me.
I genuinely have not been able to stop binging these past couple months. I need to keep myself out of my house until I regain my self control.
ate like 20 dino-nuggs as an omad and now my stomach hurts π€’
whenever iβm eating with non-ED friends and they eat less than me itβs like a stab to the heart #edbsky #caterpillarsky #lemonwatersky