Shen they say if i font laugh i’ll cry but lur laughing dand crying and genuinely confised

Running out of bandages be like

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Volume ^^^

They gave me jalapeno cheese bites instead of chilli cheese buggedt but my phone gonna die brfore zi can correct it

The fact that my dealer doesn’t even put me in his book, he trusts me to pay him what I owe him js like bossman at my closest vape shop

Phone going to die, only working leads usb -> lightening & my only eorking plug is usb-cbfuck phone gonna die sorry yall

Plus I’m scared he’ll hurt myself and even tho we’re broken up I’d rather he talk to me than do so

I would just block him on everything but since he has no data I HAVE to make sure this is some way he can contact me in case of an emergency. Its just the way I was raised no matter how much someone has hurt u if its THAT big of an emergency they reach out to U, u help.

I would just block him on everything but since he has no data I HAVE to make sure this is some way he can contact me in case of an emergency. Its just the way I was raised no matter how much someone has hurt u if its THAT big of an emergency they reach out to U, u help.

So I checked my actual follwers & he’s not there bro I’m embarrassed him, honestly he should’vr just committed because this is starting to feel like I’m being internet stalked

Exactly the way my mind thinks of it, a transaction, a business. I’m not supporting a business run by a c*nt

Literally just woke up to this kill me pls

Fuck sake man now I’m gonna leave empty handed because I’m not spending hours waiting on people anymore this is infuriating, if only my other contact was in the area

Like I literally message an hour or two before I’m actually going to be in town so they can be ready for me and I still end up waiting HOURS

What is it with dealers acting like they’re doing you a favour, like brother do you want your money or not? Its a mutual exchange so I expect mutual respect.

I’m taking into account what I see in the mirror not the picture, my phone will be a decade old next year so the human eye can see in much better detail than my camera can pick up

Even with foundation & my hair down u can see the bump.. uhg good thing I’m accident prone I’ll just try and play it off

I regret my choices, my head is gonna be hurting for a few days at least by now

Its so difficult having a deep longing to try for a baby when I know Im not in a mental physical or financial position to have onel I have sm love and no where to give it, no one to ground me rely on me I spent most my life being a young carer & now I have no one to care 4 but me & it isn’t worth it

I look so fucked

Best im prolly gonna get tn as its v sore now, dw I have foundation to cover any bruising I’m not gonna walk around like this

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Nothing feels better than self destruction

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Honestly my worst fear when we break up is idk if he’s safe, god forbid he hurt himself or worse because of me when he hasn’t done it in years, I just want to know he’s okay and I can’t

Every time I break up w him I feel like a joke bc I know I’m gonna end up going back.. if anything its just a test of endurance to see how long I can go without him before completely breaking down. I’m such a lost fucking cause I really don’t know what to do it feels like my choices r go back or kms

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I wish my cuts would heal faster sonI could COVER myself in blood regularly, I have to try & limit what I do so I have space for more while it heals (both my thighs & other arm r covered in ones that r healing rn)

Lowkey wanna ask to get back together so I stop drinking and constantly eating, i mean besided all the major refld flags he’s the closest I’ve ever felt at “home” cuz I constantly feel like I wanna go home even if I’m where I live. I miss him sm

Told him to stop checking my tt profile & now I’m sad that he’s not

I hate bpd

Its not even his spot its mine 😭
I’m the one who found it and introduced him to it.. infact I was meaning to bring my (now ex) partner here too (I still want him here but thats a different issue

Naw I’m pissed off why is there graffiti saying “joseph’s sex spot” with an arrow leading to the spot I fucked a dude named Joseph. NOW WHO DONE SNITCHED 😭

Started my period in a bush. I hope this leaf can hold my blood & won’t give me an infection (its placed like a labia pad thing if yk what I mean)