they say they love you but would they feed you fruit when you turn into a bat

i be eating them up though i don’t really care

protein bars are glorified candy bars

i know sorry

cringe

ana april

malnourished march

hey everyone

i want to be better about how i treat people regardless of the pain they may cause me

i don’t like what i become when someone hurts me especially when it’s someone i really care about

i know my ex really hurt me and he did things he shouldn’t have done but i really shouldn’t talk down on him and i don’t want to hold any grudges (with anyone no matter what happened between us)

why does 1 week ago feel like 3 weeks ago

those are cool i want one 🤯🤯

my ex needs to be locked up in one of those really quiet rooms where you can hear your own heartbeat so he can go insane

maybe i should start c/s again 🤔🤔

food noise .-.

a drawing of a black cat with blue eyes and the word flighty on the bottom ALT: a drawing of a black cat with blue eyes and the word flighty on the bottom

dinner made my stomach hurt

i 🦇 love 🫶 not 🚫 being 🐝 bloated 🤰 and 🙀 puffy 🙈

ahhhh i finally brought it up but only briefly

a cartoon drawing of a cat standing in a field ALT: a cartoon drawing of a cat standing in a field

perhaps caffeine will make this better haha 🩹

my head doesn’t feel right and my stomach is churning and my heart is racing and there’s shame and sadness washing over me

may my pain and suffering bring great weight loss 🪽🪽

okay so maybe i’m not as cozy as i said i am

i’m laying in bed with my heart racing as if i’m being chased down by a tiger

well now i have new trauma from this relationship that i get to add to my old trauma yay how amazing

oh also i did it

i wanna play minecraft again but i’m cozy in bed

i’m so anxious right now but at least i don’t have an appetite

and i know he didn’t actually care because tell me why this absolute loser was sending me reels one time when i was trying to talk to him about something bothering me

and i guarantee those reposts are about me, maybe not just me but i think it’s definitely an indirect towards me because he would repost sad things whenever he thought i was trying to argue with him when i was just trying to communicate my emotional needs