happy birthday RT!! have a lovely day!! 🤍

*my dad's car; my sight hasn't magically fixed, still can't drive 😅

i forgot to say on here but i saved a magpie's life on saturday!! he was being proper wailed on by two other magpies so i got out of the car and made loads of noise to break it up and he flew off at the fucken' speed of light

california quail monk

brother quail
(commission)

thank you my angel 🥹🤍

thank you!! unfortunately am gonna be asking the judge for a lot so i appreciate the luck 🥲

court tomorrow and having to self represent bc i can't afford a lawyer 🥰

fucken'. chipped my molar somehow. not in any pain but knowing my luck it's gonna cause problems!!

DAILY BIRF GLACEON

Like taking a squeegee to your brain 🥰 🪶 🐣

well DUH yeah????? 🤍

being placed under the watch of adult social care because it turns out that abuse as a kid can cause brain damage (who knew /s) and yeah am honestly looking forward to being supported not just as a parent but as a whole person. i'll be supported during manic episodes and have full access to my meds!

sounds like an amazing time right?

my credit cards are like yo you're overdue and am side eyeing those fucks rn

i just want one evening sitting in a sun filled beer garden with my sisters and some mates and sipping on an ice cold lemon cider but that just feels like a whimsical dream 🥲

not complaining because That's Just Life and unfortunately you have to pay your way but shit damn flights and accommodation to and in greece can't be cheap???

i know, am like, aren't you also paying rent and gas & leccy and water and council tax and internet and food shops and various childcare fees??? plus dragging me through court costing us both thousands WHAT THE FUUUUCK

he can give up on his disabled kid and jet off worry free but god forbid i yearn for one day where i can simply sleep in??

my ex husband has decided that he's "earned a holiday" and so he and his gf are jetting off to greece right in the middle of this fucking mess that *they* have caused, fuck, i need a drink

Two gulls perch on a green roof amongst a perfect clear blue sky.

woke up suddenly from a horrific nightmare so here are some gulls

(the horrors from my childhood persist but so do i. extremely begrudgingly.)

hopefully i'll be back on my meds next week, and will be able to right my wrongs when ive got more of a sound mind

in other news here's a pigeon that visited my garden this morning

thank you, i do appreciate it.

no longer venting here at my vulnerable and weak points in life; birdposting only from here on out

Always Remember

nothing quite like gossiping about shitty exes with your morning home helper lmao

s/o to my girl kelly who just fuckin' gets it

thank you my love. it's just so much for one person. 🥲

i am... really not okay

this stress & loneliness is actively killing me & i feel like am the most insignificant person in the entire world

may i nominate This One Pigeon In Particular

(pigeons are supreme! they can see ultra violet, tell the difference between real life and photographs, and fly over 70mph!!) #birdoscars

THE ONLY OSCARS THAT MATTER #birdoscars

if you're gonna sit there and say mental health matters you can't pick and choose the "cutesy" and "quirky, uwu" traits. mental health is messy, its traumatic, it can leave a hurricane's destruction in its wake. it's a silent killer, yet its a loud roaring war. its suffocating, and its impulsive.