Maaaaan I kind of want to try a game of Lancer

Went to school to get a medical admin degree and as soon as I got it all the admin jobs in my county dried up before I could even apply for anything

Yeah they told me I’d have to redo all the licensing tests and my apprenticeship over again. It took me nearly 8 tries to pass those tests the first time, and then I only passed by 1 point. I just gave up. On top of that I would’ve had to bounce around stores every day, and I can’t drive.

When I saw my therapist for the first time and listed off the things that happened to me at the Alaska Walmart, their eyes just got progressively bigger and more startled

I ended up doing another year or two in Washington, and it literally broke me. I passed out at my register (was a cashier because they didn’t tell me my opticianry license from alaska wasnt transferable). I haven’t really had a steady job since.

The only thing I got from working there is a disability and trauma I need therapy for

Time to rest and then plan volume
4. Made a silly meme thing for it I might use as an ad

I did it! I finished writing the third volume
Of my webnovel! Chapters are getting posted till the end of the month. This volume clocks in at 80k words, 36 chapters. The whole project is 236,000 words. This is the most work and the longest I’ve worked on a creative project in my life

I got one more chapter to write and then I am done with book 3 of my webnovel series. I’m so damn tired but I got over 6000 words written today

I wonder if I still have all my old Battletech CCG cards in storage somewhere, or did they go up in the fire?

So much nostalgia. I miss playing mech warrior 2 and mw2 mercenaries

Oh hey I’ve been listening to the audio book of that when I go to bed

MechWarrior 2 Startup Sequence YouTube video by Homeless_Bill

This sound gives my brain the happy chemicals youtu.be/SnscgQK7mUY?...

This might be too on the nose actually

Imagine if skynet happened and instead of killing everyone, it convinced everyone to hand it the keys, the gun cabinet and their wallets. And everyone just labeled everyone going “yo wtf” as criminals

Stewing on an idea about space pirates fighting against a regime that has given over running of the police and military to AI controlled combat drones, which have been taking over everything. Now the AI runs all military, media, and economic systems.

I wish you the best of luck. Fighting that battle is a large part of why I started buckling down and writing

Maybe I need to stop complaining about it and make it myself. I got time these days. Maybe not the resources but definitely got the time

I miss that era of cyberpunk aesthetics. Chunky tech, way too many wires, crt screens everywhere. I miss it terribly.

Gunhed has such a soft spot in my heart

I simultaneously love and hate this movie. And robot jox

Ok hypothetical question for something I’m working: should I put a repository for haunted vhs tapes under an abandoned blockbuster video?

Sorry I keep reposting that piece. I’m just really proud of it.

Also no I’m not actually sorry at all. I’m proud of that piece and I’m share the fuck out of it

Green alien girl in a yellow jumpsuit with pink hair standing in front of a red insectoid mecha with glowing wings and accents. The text "War Against The Terranoids" is in front in blue gradient lettering.

Pencil and ink drawing of an alien girl in a jumpsuit in front of an insectoid mecha. The words Battle Against the Teranoids is at the top.

Decided to do a redraw of an older piece. New vs Original.

The original idea for this is an alien gal who is part of an exploratory crew gets attacked by fleet of ships from someplace called Terra. She helps defend her ship from these Terra-noids, until they can escape. #ocsky #art #mecha #alien

Green alien girl in a yellow jumpsuit with pink hair standing in front of a red insectoid mecha with glowing wings and accents. The text "War Against The Terranoids" is in front in blue gradient lettering.

Pencil and ink drawing of an alien girl in a jumpsuit in front of an insectoid mecha. The words Battle Against the Teranoids is at the top.

Decided to do a redraw of an older piece. New vs Original.

The original idea for this is an alien gal who is part of an exploratory crew gets attacked by fleet of ships from someplace called Terra. She helps defend her ship from these Terra-noids, until they can escape. #ocsky #art #mecha #alien

Oh it’s just all over the place. Discords and forums I’m on are also irritating rhe hell out of me today. I think I’m just in a bad mood today

I finally think I know what bothers me about mastodon. When ever I tried using it I felt exactly how I feel when an extrovert friend would drag me to a party where I don’t know anybody and then disappears as soon as we get there and then gets mad that I didn’t talk to any body.

God the Internet is insufferable today. Gonna just go nose down into some art today and ignore everything

I really like this old piece. I’m thinking of doing something with this. Might be fun

Book tok being in up in arms means that it’s a day that ends in y