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Then I close my eyes
Gamble with my life
Trying not to smile
Maybe this time I won't be alright
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Shadow Moses (L.I.V.E. In São Paulo (Live Immersive Virtual Experiment)) YouTube video by Bring Me the Horizon - Topic

10 days to go
www.youtube.com/watch?v=t6oX...

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So... seen any good movies lately?

From the EDM community on Reddit: Porter Robinson returns to EDM in new Ninajirachi collab premiered at Coachella Explore this post and more from the EDM community

www.reddit.com/r/EDM/commen...

OMFG new Porter Robinson with Ninajirachi is amazing and need it now!!

There's a place I wanna take you

Motionless In White - Slaughterhouse (Feat. Bryan Garris) [Official Audio] YouTube video by Motionless In White

20 days to go!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=JbVX...

While I try to find motivation to draw I am just going to post old drawings. I have always used music as a means of escapism but am I too influenced by sound? Leaving the iPod nano blank let me express it was any song that became my obsession.

Sanctuary (Opening) (Bonus Track) YouTube video by Hikaru Utada - Topic

youtu.be/S6xlBknrXHY?...

A cage with all comforts is still a cage

Felt like re-watching I Saw the TV Glow and there are some things that stick out for me harder this time.
"I told myself I made the right choice"
"But I know that's not true. That's just fantasy"

Eerily parallels to my own struggles and especially the past two years.

"I Hate you Too" Part 3

"I Hate you Too" Part 2 - Not happy with how this turned out but I am trying to get to the meat of what I want to say with this storyline

Bring Me The Horizon - Kingslayer (Lyric Video) ft. BABYMETAL YouTube video by BMTHOfficialVEVO

One month to go <3
www.youtube.com/watch?v=fKyX...

CW: Suicide
"It may feel like game over, but you can try again..."

"I Hate you Too" Part 1

Mura Masa - I Don't Think I Can Do This Again (with Clario) (Lyric Video) YouTube video by Mura Masa

www.youtube.com/watch?v=OUil...

So many positive memories made from FE! Not ready for post-con depression when I am back to my regular life

Virtual Self - Dry Your Eyes (Unreleased HQ) YouTube video by night_owlll

youtu.be/wsoc0gr_mUM?...

One more for the night :D

Had to abandon a comic idea because it was too depressing for me to even want to complete it, here is a no-dialogue frame from it I liked at least

At this age I still am scared of who/what I may find inside

Just trying to figure out hair/clothes a bit more

Roommates

TW: Suicidal Ideation
"Let us find utopia"

The rough idea for this was far more mean-spirited

having a penis is a dickstraction

Hurt YouTube video by Nine Inch Nails - Topic

It's this version that passes my test btw www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ty-b...