My core memory!

Thank you for reminding me of those anims, especially now that I can properly take them in 💕

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The fact that i ran into it head-first didn't help, probably 🕸️

Mission failed very successfully 🌸

Miss Furina de Fontaine
- Is a cute and pretty princess
- Has magical animal sidekicks (four in fact)
- Can transform (between pneuma and ousia)
- Has water magic and is strongly themed around it
- She has a sword that she uses like a prop in a play
- Had a secret identity she could not share

God, I wish that was me 💕

*Proceeds to look intently*

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Oh, who am I kidding, I have zero defense against being charmed 🍑

I redeemed the puppygirl reward

I present to you March 7th... yes, that's her name 📸 🌺

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F E R A L

Hear me out: mimic
Argument: god tier tongue, excellent grappler, god tier tongue, will make you feel like a treasure, did I mention god tier tongue?

Src: BasedBinkie

Amelia Ravenette Model

Please, be harsh and merciless, miss Oceo 📏💕

It's not a no 👢💕

I'm gonna go with 'yes'!

I'm going to come to Oceo's subathon dressed better than my own wedding 💋👗

📢The FIRST Oceonax Subathon begins soon!

Let's raise money and make Oceo CUTER! ✨

Trick question, what would be your most rotten confession? 📖

Never stop pursuing yourself, girl. You are a big inspiration, and I am so happy you got to be in a space that validated you. Keep going, I hope you're proud of yourself. I'm sure your community is. ^>^

This is my goal for this year and I'm not even joking ✨

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A 'LITTLE'???? 👀💦

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Oh no, I had such a terribly low roll, even with advantage, whatever shall you do with me, my mistress-

Wait, what did I just fail? M-mistress, what is happe- 🪢🌺

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please!

Please! 🐍

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Yes 🌺

Spać, 3h to jest za mało 💢

[What next?]

Not really sure I have a resolution for the new year. But with the hour fast approaching, there are things I still desire.

I want to be proud of myself and my creations 🪶

I want to feel like what I do makes lives of other better 🌺

I want to love and be loved 💕

Happy new year! 🎆

[Love is in the Air]

I wish it was. This year I became convinced I have no idea how love works, or whether it's something I will be able to give or receive.

I think the answer is yes, but not before I undertake some serious work on myself. My heart still flutters, so there is hope for me yet. 💕

The reasons are multiple. I had work I had not yet done on myself, hence the [Baby Steps], I needed help and know-how other creators had, etc.

Yet I did develop in some way. I have gone back to writing, and the times I wrote poems and stories for others was the most creative I've felt in years. 🪶

[Content]

What content? I am ashamed to admit, but I haven't produced much worthwhile content to be seen, consumed and appreciated. 💀

Well, almost. I described myself as a 'vtuber in training', which is basically just fluff for 'I want to do something, but don't know how'. Boring, isn't it? 💤

For me it has taken form in starting a therapy, to force me to recognize why I just wasn't fine, and well, I am trying to be fine.

I have started a few long term projects that I've been denying myself for various reasons. Some of them are very personal, lifechanging and resource intensive. 📖

[Baby Steps]

In a way, I've had a lot of things under my belt that were left unaddressed and slowly poisoned me from the inside. I guess it was an emotional debt that had yet to pay. 🧵

I have started slowly unraveling myself and examining how exactly am I functioning and how I should function.