thanks dolly 🥺 i guess it's just so devastating because i take forever to lose, and gain it back so quickly. it's so demotivating 😭😭

10/05 -----
went out with a friend. had half of each pictured; cost too much money, maybe $35, which reminds me as to why i don't eat out very often lol.

at least the noodles were tasty!

08/05 -----
got sent to an award night and they were serving alcohol so here's my glass of champagne :')

i've not been doing suuuper well mentally but am a bit better i think...? i don't wanna check my weight i think i'm ~7kg up from normal .w. six months' worth of progress gone like that

lol it was because i was just doing some minor sound editing, not expecting to start producing music or anything HAHA. it's not the best software for sound editing i think, i was just using it cause i already had it downloaded 🧍‍♀️

03/05 -----
took a detour from regular scheduling to mess around with br3akcor3 s4mples LOL. i have no idea what im doing

pitched down + reverbed TOKY0PILL's "let's all love l4in" (my favourite track!) and it was soooo good !!!!

V me messing around w/ 4men bre4ks & progr3ssion by flit3!

they're "kerupuk (krupuk? kropek?) bawang" (garlic crackers), i think the colours are just to make them look fancy! usually they're coloured around the edges. these ones had the colour incorporated in chunks fsr HAHA

+ i am doing a bunch of crafts & assignments but i sooo need to lock in again 😭

i'm alive i'm just very tired! haven't been on bsky because i haven't been doing well 3d-wise...

meals recently...

yeah!! so i exchanged a lot of my trinkets for other peoples' stuff! here's all i got in trades: i had to edit out names to protect my own privacy but i can give you any artists' name in dms! im always down for trades hehe ^^^

yeah ikr!! i don't play h$r & don't wanna tag the 4rt1st here but did on my 1g st0ry h1ighlights lol. just so glad i managed to make a killing cause i got into a more commerc1al market too, end of aug, and was easily able to cover the tabling fee thankfully from this one!!

yeah it was a bit unexpected as i made four times the profit (not factoring in time i spent, just costs of materials/fees) as i did last time!! all in all i sold/traded a little over 1k (aud) worth of stuff :3

yay yay!! i will use half the money to fund more craft markets and save the other half i think. but i'm actually surprised it went so well!! p.s the c4storice pfp is so pretty i got a pr1nt of her in a trade @ the market ! sorry for the shit quality LOL

22/04 -----

had... fruit? 500kj soup... 600kj chocolate...?

m4rket day was today and i actually did so well?! all four k0i p0nds sold out; ALL 50 (!!!) felt fish sold; & sold half of everything else! & traded with 11 other people.

all in all... made very good money hehe

I DID SO WELL ITS INSANE!!!!!

omg you guys i hit it (tabling at market) out of the PARK i did so well (and lost my voice) 😭

post when i get home abt it (still commuting home!!)

couldn't sleep i was anticipating it so much ;w;

guys im on a pitifully tiny amount of sleep wish me luck at today's market stall omg

tsym :') i'm genuinely stunned i got into that event, it's like an actual one. not that i'm complaining!! but oh my god i need to adapt to this new level of stress faster than my current rate LOL

i want to eat more pastries but they make me binge if i'm stressed i fear 😭

21/04 -----
restricted decently again today, mostly because i was distracted LOL. this is the only pic i have... mango d41fuku :3

i table again tomorrow! & also got into a decently-sized, non-uni-run artist event in august~

WISH ME LUCKKKK (p.s someone bought a koi pond!!!)

20/04 -----
restricted decently today !?!?!? didn't binge. huh, that's odd! but welcome.

got a whole box of very overripe/cracked jujubes for $5. i loove them when they're squishy. good fruit shouldn't be wasted yk?? anyways. mmm jujubes. i love em

gonna save money, make instant low cal meals and not binge 🫶🏻🙏🏻🌟 feel free to claim this for yourself

i swear to god you have to be on here 24/7 cause logging in once a day is not enough to catch anything istg 😭 i have no idea what is going on?????

the most delicious muffin flavour fr,,,

"rusalka are you lying" i'm afraid i am not lol, but i get that it sounds unbelievable. i will have an 4ward cer3mony for it early may at least !! can post the free food i get there 😭😭

17/04 -----
turns out i topp3d my third-year un1 major c0hort(s? it's one pr1ze for combined five m4jors) and that's why i got the $500 prize lol. actually stunned. i swear others are better than me????

anyways busy day today! sew3d, 3mbroidered...

16/04 -----
feeling a little better :') attended a semin4r/talk, and they had sandwiches & pastries for us, and they were really tasty! here's my pistachio blueberry danish (?) :D

did little to no uni work today; finished the rest of my sewn/felt fish ^^ 49 in total made LOL

OH MY GOD ITS SO CUTE

sorry that i'm rather inactive! i'm alive, just not restricting well & am busy with assignments & mark3t prep. when i feel better i post more consistently i'm afraid :(

15/04 -----
submitted my second-last ass1gnment. next one due... may 6th, i think. really tired. went shopping for cr4ft supplies since someone comm1ss10ned me to sew them a p0uch.

omad: unpictured, rice crackers, coffee, pastry. unsure what to do tomorrow...