Such a tumultuous year for me personally, mentally, physically. Next year I'm focusing on stability. Moving to Queens, NYC next month.

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People are afraid of diversity because it threatens their mediocrity.

Just saw the dumbest reel that was like "Adam and Eve not Adam and Steve" and they thought it was so clever like wow, great zinger from 1995.

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So much of the Internet now seems to traffic in outrage farming/ragebaiting to highlight how "disgusting" something is. Like Libs of Tiktok. That's their entire game. Is it a lack of self-introspection or awareness? Because I find them equally as gross in their push for hatred.

I'm surprised honestly.

I've been so busy between work and school (dropping out lol, again) that I'm surprised I've been able to make as much as I have been thus far.

My goal by the end of the decade is to be doing more art hopefully sustained through grants, residencies, whatever. At least for next year, I hope to do at least one public DJ performance and get better at animation, do more visual art.

I'm probably going to use Bluesky to talk about myself more, or whatever.

Newgrounds is a site that still feels real, but even then, it's probably not as big as it was 20 years ago.

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Sometimes, I miss being a kid on the Internet in the 2000s. It felt like a more visceral experience. It was partly what inspired me to make vistaworld.org. A testament that people can make things on the Internet without being siloed on corporate platforms.

Anyway, it was so dumb to see all of the discourse in 2022 about how Elon was going to make X a "free speech platform" when in reality, it became a two tiered platform for him and his cohort. Of course that was going to happen.

Sorry if I sounded vain about followers btw, it would be nice to have more recognition but I would rather prioritize being authentic.

Twitter/X is so dead. My follower count has stayed the same for months, but I get new ones everyday on Instagram. I must have been algorithmically deplatformed, but I'm not getting an X subscription to see Nazibots on my feed all day. What a shame, Twitter in the 2010s was amazing.

I'm so bothered by being called "weird" because I was just being myself. I tried so hard to be "normal" but realised I was sacrificing myself and my comfort in the process. If people think I'm too much, that's on them only. I'm tired of accomidating other people including my family.

I hope you are able to truly be yourself in your own space again. That's exactly what I'm going through right now, I'm hoping to move to NYC next year, I'm stressed about it but also so ready to just fucking be myself. I can stim or talk to myself in my own apartment or play "weird" music.

I totally get what you mean. I faced so much weird, cruel bullying growing up from both siblings and in school and it really made me question if I was ever gonna find friends. I tried so hard to be funny and likeable, but was publicly humiliated for it. So I learned to be quiet and dissociate.

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