Ah gosh, good luck to that adorable lad!

Another cmm finished😄

I’m so happy that I can finally continue doing cmms even though it still takes me a while to do so❤️‍🩹

I have no idea how to fully express my gratitude towards ppl that support me, thank you all so much. I’m so lucky to have you by my side 💛

#smallartist #ocsky #characterart

It is sadly
Tysm mate qwq💛

I have been suffering from insane migraines and brain zaps the day before 😭
I’ve contacted my doctor yesterday but the convo is so slow bc firstly, it’s obv a weekend, and secondly, the internet connection in the entire city is nonexistent for 2 weeks already 😭😭😭

A sketch of an original character from an upcoming visual novel/game

A 5 minute doodle to recover from a full day of migraines

#smallartist #artsky #doodle #sketchbook #digitalart #artcommunity

Ahh tysm fren qwq

Awe ty for the tag hi

Here's the timelapse from csp, by the way! Missed using it a lot :)

Unstacking my cmm pile whenever my health allows me! Here's a recent sketch cmm
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I'm so happy to be capable of sitting at my desk again, even tho i still feel pain if i sit for longer than my body allows me to. I start feeling human💔
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#artsky #ocsky #smallartist #ocart #characterdesign #digitalart

I’m still alive hi

It feels odd to have a body you can move freely and without pain, the experience is too alien lol

With the pains and the heaviness that I have in my body all the time (which started somewhere around high school btw, and now I'm almost 30)

It took me so long to find a doctor who hasn't dismissed my case. Most neurologists were just laughing at me and sending to a psychiatrist (both when I was and was not visiting one).

My current psychiatrist is competent as well, my mental health improved dramatically, but he couldn't do anything-

I’ve finally visited a competent neurologist who has found out that I have myasthenia 🥺💔

Just started to be treated and already feel like I’m born anew, I don’t feel any heaviness or pain 💔
Definitely not fond of the fact that my body eats it’s own muscles however lol

Indeed ._.

The FUTURE, ladies and gentlemen 😑😑😑

Indeed qwq
Tysm!

I have finally found what to do with my desk chair so that I can sit on it without pain? Tf??

The fact that you need to pay for a *chance* to get a gig on freelance platforms fucking bamboozles me.

... Brother I came here to earn money, not to waste them on gambling.

Side eyeing any art job gigs/advertisements but realize it's actually useless bc ppl fly up to them like fucking locusts :(

And there are like 50+ replies in 10 *minutes*

And ofc the ad is closed in said 10 minutes

You have to monitor all of them 24/7 to maaaybe get lucky and get one, *one*!

Awe ty qwq👉👈

Ye, look up "scam farms" or "cyber slavery" (I've seen yt videos in Russian but there're plenty of them in English)

Ah, tysm fren!

a black and white dog are sitting next to each other in a field . ALT: a black and white dog are sitting next to each other in a field .

Ah ty qwq

Truee 😭
I cannot find even non-art jobs (that are not damaging to health)

I had 30/60/90 usd price tags, but it's prolly too expensive bc ppl weren't interested in buying from me ._.
Yet even donation-based offers don't help at all as well
Idk what to do :(

‪My failed attempt at passing a test for a freelance gig‬

‪I’ve still decided to post it idk .-.‬

Still look for work to pay off debts and bills yee .-.

#gamedev #indiedev #gameart #gamedesign‬

Yesss 😭
I still dunno how to price my artworks :(

What was learned cannot be unlearned .-.

Tho I’ve found out recently, that some scammers are ppl that are held hostage at “scam farms” in some third world countries

So now I always have this lingering “what if” at the back of my mind whenever I see messages of said kind

Is it a bad thing that didn't write any prices in the comm tweet for a while? I got rid of them bc I figured that 30/60/90 usd is too expensive for people, that's why I went with pay-what-you-can/want bc I'd be happy with anything that will help me not starve and stuff:(