ALR FIGHTING

it's going well i see

おとな🦊🌸です（缶さんのねこちゃんのかわいい習性をお借りしました）

🦊、自分の寝顔より🌸のあまあま声を聞かせたくなくて消させるよね

added a funky lil dude

mark my words, i WILL get back my flow, one doodle at a time

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NEW INK DAY NEW INK DAY HEHEHEHEHEHEH

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LMAODJDFJF gangsta bunny, thats a good idea

thank u!

GOT A NEW INK AAAAAAAA I LOVE IT SO MUCH i love the subtle red sheen

also this journal hhhh ところで、この紙はいい匂い🙂‍↕️

various stuf from my sketchbook for this year

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i feel like i became too "normal" last year, i think...i think i dont wanna do that again LMAO jfc i wanna be stupid in a fandom again

anyway i started my planner/journal era lmao 👊

@ god whys it so emotionally difficult to be an artist, this aint for the weak, and i am weak as hell. i have to keep telling myself i draw because i like the process of drawingkfkfkgkfkgkgkglglf AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAなんで絵は難しすぎ？？？諦めたほうがいいと思うけど、その考えはめっちゃやばい。。。ああ、もう分かんない😭

2026 will be my year, trust 💪 HAHAHHAHAHA delusion will be my friend

god i havent drawn in so long

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🦊🌸 😋

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#流花

jfc my irl friend follows me on ig im djfjkffk how the fuck

i miss gouache, i left it in my grandparent's house and now i cant get it 😩

this paper rly wasnt made for wet media but i think it held pretty well....u just rly cant lay down rly wet paint

some sketches/studies 🙏

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sometimes it annoys me that i havent even reached half of my sketchbook yet but i remember it's B5 size and i like filling the entire page 😩

oh nice i dreamt of rhn and the whole team and even mitchi's gang lmaosjfjfjfnf amazing

but fr i need to practice harder 😭 at least younger me had funky ideas jfc

ok this madness is definitely telling me that that time of the month is coming, this sudden wave of self hatred is absurd

one day i will be able to draw and post without feeling like vomiting and dying but until then we will struggle

but best believe i will buy a new one and a cute set of keycaps

my ability to find something to buy to keep me entertained and not lose my mind is astounding actually, why is my keyboard suddenly annoying me? i dont even use my desktop

it's so fucking hot even the ants are crowding in cups of water

why does it seem like i have 500

man i only own around 400 books?? doesnt seem a lot wtf

but also 30 and my shelves dont look like they moved at all jfc how many books

i mean im just donating 30 but...hmmm