I used to be muslim btw

Cant catch a break here lol

Not to mention, the y-transition house has sent a bunch of illegals to capture me on sight for failing my religion..?

What are the odds? Would you choose death by being shot at, or having your clothes dryer burst into flames and burn your house down?

I dunno if i should be grateful or tired of this stuff..

Im gonna try catching up with stuff next week. I just been feeling dead inside alot lately, after having to do alot of things that i dont normally do. I miss my friends 💔
i hope you all are doing well too 🩵🩷

Maybe ill make a png persona for my rambling channel lmao.

Kinda thinking of making a different png character depending on the games i play on my channel 😂

Even though i say that, im sure the jabbernut that i am just needs to start a rambling pod/channel 🤣🤣🤣

I might just sound like a schizo and tell everyone my whole story as if it has any relevance, and constantly take everyone so seriously.

I make every present experience as a lesson since i didnt learn shit back in school and with family xD

Whatever it is, it doesnt mean everything requires quick solutions, and generally everyone expects the quick fix up. But im a slowpoke 😂

Theres like a new set of triggers that come up after overcoming old ones. Is it because of new life scenarios? Maybe overthinking or over preparation?

Im only realizing that (not diagnosed) its become easier to get manic episodes after what happened at the Y, i dunno if its cuz my ppl pleasing mask doesnt stick anymore or i need to be reassessed...

I used to be chronically online during my college days and then barely had time for it after i graduated. Then life became focused on the jobs i had, before i lost my mind and got multiple diagnoses for mental health

Whether you do go out for walks, you meet people irl, and you go to therapy or councelling, friendships and other relationships are difficult to navigate..

Knitting 🧶

Oh no... i forgot today had a scheduled post on youtube.. hahahaha

Holy shit its been a difficult month ;^;

I hope yall have your comfy spaces to relax and unwind 🥰

IM HOME FINALLY 😭

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Omg and then they react like this 100%!
www.instagram.com/reel/DS9ina6...

I also got told having emotions is toxic.
Meanwhile they all freak out when im calm and get mad that im not paying attention to their emotions and how im not fixing their emotions. Fuck off man im just a damned brat. Im only responsible for myself and my mistakes etc.

The sleep clinic said it was fine, my family doc said it was fine too. And im managing my mental health by myself. Everyone has a problem with this and im hurting everyones feelings.

Just because i use coping mechanisms that i learned in councelling, everyone says they have the right to judge me and stop me from doing it. And then somehow it becomes about their feelings?

Is this why people like me have no friends? XD

Ugh im still too sensitive to be around people i just want to go home...

Also today im travelling to a friends place for xmas and new years, so still not alotta updates

(And hence a result of the morning rant today, im sorry...🥲)

Omg.. small world! I met a fellow beginner voice actor at the bus stop today! 😲 not often i find fun ppl around that little town

We should all be more like this. Choose peace, damn losers..

(Credit to iuliastration for the artwork)

Life is already scary dealing with our own dramas and issues. I hate religious wars

Why cant people be grateful that they are not living in a 3rd world country, ridden with war and death?

A muslim man shot his muslim dad at a mosque, infront of the YWCA. I used to live there and ran away when i was being threatened to be thrown on the streets. (And i still ended up on the streets cuz i couldnt take it anymore..)

Mind you, im a proud canadian citizen. With all the deets confirmed that i get to live in canada.
How the hell are jihadists and these mafias allowed to threaten xmas celebrations? Why is this considered racist? Muslims literally come to a local church for their food banks right now. Wtf??

I used to live in a hive that was 5 minutes away from shooters and human traffickers, we used to call them them mafia members (yes some of then were arrested but theres STILL more) and that was enough to traumatize me from the public.