Funny enough I'm eating that right now

Been a hot minute since I posted on here. Cut ties with some and even started calling stuff out. Some people are control freaks and even a bit sexist. Ain't no wonder some steer clear of em. I've sat here rereading stuff and thinking on posting cause honestly sick of that manipulation I've seen

I finally got well enough to deep read people again and I hate it. We all have flaws and you know you've found good people when they accept them but doesn't allow you a pass to treat others bad. Go with kindness but know when to show no mercy

Remember, kindness has a limit and once it's reached it's limit you should expect the fuck around and find out to be the worse experience you'll ever experience. That line got crossed finally

Crazy how in only a day mix emotions slap you as hard as it can. This whole week I've done nothing but be an emotional support for others and now I find myself in an predicament where I've had to dig through lies again and find truth. There's always more than one side. Gonna tire myself out again ha

Tuxi cat lying on all of his toys in front of his house. Looking up and showing off his whiskers.

Mr.Bumblebeans: happy #whiskerswednesday 😺
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#catsofbluesky #cats

The wind whispers.

Been a bit since I got my own personal closure on a few things. Healed faster and doing more again. I need to be around for the few that helped me when I needed it. Pain in my butt lmao

You'll meet the good and the bad in people. It'll all depend on you whether you want to see where it leads and if you'll grow more with or without them. May you find yourself in the acquaintance of amazing people and may the scars you have heal with kindness and not hate.

Rough last few days but I know I've changed and what more I've changed my approach on things. I hate that I've learned to be like this but it's fine. But now I know I've changed for the better and will continue on.

I don't think I'll ever forget my mother from the good and the bad in her life. I'll always remember the kindness and love she tried to give to others freely even with all of her problems she tried to see good in people and encouraged that in me in her final years. I'll never forget that. Thanks mom

I couldn't fully process it and it's been nearly 4 years since her passing. Opening up reopened an old wound but also closed it up after I got some parts back thanks to just relating and trying to help someone else heal. It was the most healthy cry from the two of us and I owe them a huge thank you.

So this is something that has been on my mind the last few days

I finally opened up fully to someone about my mom's death and the loss with it to try and help them since they lost their mom this year and honestly it was the best closure I got on it. I never got to cry fully about the loss because-

Been wanting to isolate again and this time the feeling was worse. I finally got ahead and let go of past feelings but feeling that empty feeling is still rough. Few more days before my birthday but been hell making it here

Sore from my walk but made it to 31k steps. Going beyond what I can do but I'm not done yet and slowly aiming to improve all of my other skills again only to help the people I care about. Pulling no more punches with some. I've finally learnt to even out my kindness and pull back.

Reflection on oneself is rough. Being open and honest is rough too. Being open and honest with yourself while reflecting is hell.

I just want to get through this year finally lmao

Fullmetal Alchemist pixel fan art piece of Ed Elric clapping his hands together in his summoning pose standing in a glowing alchemy circle. A large grey motif stone gate is behind him with a black void oozing out of it. A large almond shaped eye stares from the void

Gate of Truth 👁️

I made a tweet talking about streamers and this mindset on thinking viewers owe them something. Overall I'm sick of the mentality of it. I'm going to start cutting people like that out of my life if I find them or calling them out. I'll be more then happy to become a monster to keep my peace

Been a rough few days getting chewed out by friends but overall I finally achieved one of my goals after my breakdown in June. Got to 30k steps and now to move on to the next one. Changing everything from mental to physical. Set a goal and get it! Anyone can do it, just have to try.

Cleared up so much this past week. Happy to have mended some peoples worries. Been nothing but rough times but worth so much. I can't fix or clear everything up before the end of the year but it's fine honestly. It's the thought of kindness behind the effort.

The best course of action is change in everything and doing your best. I'm getting parts of myself back by the effort I put into it, I've got great people around me and they keep pushing me past my limits and I've started meeting other good people that are just trying their best in this shitty world

10k steps today in under an hour. Everyday I'm getting stronger in mind and body and that's important to me more than anything. It shows how far I've come since June and how I haven't stopped. I'll remain angry at myself for being fooled so badly that it affects myself and the people I cared about.

Art piece by my little sis Aki. Female Krow was a plan but never got to see the light of day. Still fun to see her get drawn and she's a necromancer.

I didn't get to do what I wanted to do yesterday but it was fine since I was able to cheer up 5 people. I've gained back my mental for sorting things out and helping and that played a huge part of who I was. Little by little and day by day. Standing firm in kindness to those that deserve it

Good while but even after everything I still want to support and show kindness. Just want the board to be fair but I'll be ruthless to the ones that use manipulation or self harm to try and control me. I won't forget or forgive what has been done to me. A lesson was learnt even if it hurt like hell

I've always based my pride on helping and never showing weakness but my buttons finally got pushed to far and it showed me that burdening myself with to many people's problems is wrong. I want my happiness to be first for myself finally. I've got a lot of guilt from this and it'll haunt me for a

Rebirth. For me this month is going to be where I try hard to just forget and move on since that'll be my birthday gift to myself. I've had my mental identity broke/stolen and my happiness stepped on. I was broken down enough to where to many got to see my fears and vulnerabilities and I hate it

My whole timeline on twitter yesterday was birthdays lmao! I didn't know there were that many August peeps but happy birthday to you all. Next month is September peeps and my Rebirth month. Taking a lot to pull myself back together with kindness and positivity. Be kind to everyone you can be kind to

Hangout with people I didn't well know today and felt nice just hearing people laugh at me being goofy. It was honestly an wonderful feeling again. I've missed that feeling.