When you have a lot of hair on your head and you’re sick and it’s hair washing day… baybeh. That FUCKED me all the way up. Nothing like the last time but damn. And also fuck nose bleeds 😭 I haven’t had my nose bleed in such a long time I thought something was really wrong with me. 💀
Guuurl, I sound sooo congested today. 😩
Least I feel a lot better now. Got four hours of sleep and I guess I’ll take it.
Like not even playing, the thought of quitting work just so I can rest more did cross my mind but no. That’d really come back to bite me in the ass.
Felt better at the start of my day and from being in and out of the coolers and freezer, I’m feeling right back to how I did yesterday. I only slept about five hours last night which isn’t much for being up for three days before that. I’m in so much pain again from the aches I want to cry.
I absolutely hate being sick cuz the one thing I need is rest, and when I’m sick, my body just won’t rest. I think I’ve only slept like barely an hour in three days. I’m so tired.
I NEED
Washing my hair today really took everything out of me. On top of being a little sick and barely any sleep, I’m so achy like to the point it hurts. I just want to feel better.
I genuinely forget not everyone is polyamorous or in an open relationship at times. 😅
I will never understand people being mean just for the sake of being mean. Sometimes it’s like “well it happened to me.” And? Break the cycle and be uplifting to people. Some people will never understand how much just a simple compliment can do wonders for some people struggling.
There’s always something about a hot shower that just makes me feel better(somewhat).
Oh and by hot shower, I mean allllmost boiling your skin hot. Those are the best showers 🚿🔥😩
I really do want to give myself some credit at least. I NEVER thought I’d have a job let alone one that I actually do like. Everybody that works there is so understanding and just…amazing. My team leads, especially him, make being there worth it and a reason to try my best. Late night thoughts🌙🌙
✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼🫦
The way I’m NEEDING a new tattoo. 😩😩
It may be a one sided crush but that man really can make my day just by seeing him. ☺️☺️ It’s just nice feeling these feelings again.
Please brain, be gentle with me today. You’ve tried a few times to get me. I’m stronger than I let myself believe.
I finally cracked and had to use some PPTO to leave early. My mental illness really makes me feel so fucking weak and pathetic. I’m sorry I’m not stronger..
Ngl, for me, Echoes of Wisdom was soooo fun.
QTP with your favorite ghost type Pokémon
I’m having a good brain day so far again and I’m loving it. So I want to extend some of my positive mood and energy to all and hope your day goes well too. Love you guys 💕💕✨✨
Gaga and Doechii just made today very gay for everyone. I can’t stop dancing. Walmart is about to be my runway. 💅🏼👠
I’m at it again✨ But I’m prettyyyyyy (annoying)
Also have two days off and I need them.
I wish my house felt like home. 😞
But I’m not stupid. I know I should get over him, I’ve tried. But when I even just have a crush on you, I’m all in.
Got my goodbye from him before he left so I can sail this high I get from simple interactions with him. Crushes are so weird but they can be a nice feeling even if you know nothing can go beyond that. But nonetheless, he’s fucking awesome. ☺️☺️☺️
