I wish you all a lovely day or night wherever you may be.
Take care you all <3
- Blitzwing
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Posts by Blitzwing | TFA [โ ๏ธARCHIVED]
I thank you all for the fun times, the memories.
I enjoyed my time being this crazy triple changer, I enjoyed bringing him to life, even if the times became rough.
If you wish to know more as to why I will be departing, I will link a file that explains the reasons.
[OOC]
Hi. I have made the decision that I no longer wish to continue this account, as much joy as there has been, there has been pain to.
I as a person, can no longer take it. I can no longer take seeing my friends being hurt over and over again and pretend that it is okay.
But with that said-
No.
I can last.
I donโt want to go back.
I canโt.
They cannot make me.
How it hurts..
My spark.. my helm..
It all hurts so bad..
But no matter what I do.. nothing seems to ease this pain..
Why.. who?
Why canโt I rememberโฆ โ
[ Private.log. 289-163: Delete <yes> ]
All that I will ever be.
But So What?!
Plant A Smile On My Face And Make A Joke!
Make Them See That Itโs All A Fragging Joke.
I should recharge.
Go back to the nightmares, back to the screaming, the pain, the sting of the blade rushing beneath my plates.
They all deserve to perish. ALL OF THEM!!
To get crushed by the violent servo of my wrath!
But why? Where does this anger come from?
INSIDE! THEY FEAR YOU!
YOU. Fear you.
Everyone does. Its all a freak like you deserves, to be feared and treated like a beast.
Its all you are.
All I am.
Why am I like this..
Why canโt I stop..
This need is growing stronger again, I fear cannot hold back.. I fear I will snap, break, let all of my forgotten past take command.
I donโt know what happened.. I dont even know who I am..
Why am I like this?..
This monster..
Who was I?
Was I always this?
Who did this?
I donโt know. But once I find them the stench of their core will flood the seas.
It hurts so bad.
All of the voices inside my processor, overlapping, yelling. All of the time.
I cannot control it, control them.. my burning thoughts that run wild.
[ Private.log: 289-163: ]
โ Why.
I ask this question all the time, why me.. What happened.. What caused this.
This fracture in my mind, in my head.
It hurts.
This all consuming hunger that burns everything that comes close, how it devours everything I know. Everything I feel.
๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ช๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ง๐ค๐ฃ ๐๐๐ก๐๐ฃ๐๐จ ๐๐ฃ ๐๐๐ง๐ซ๐ค ๐๐๐ก๐๐๐จ!!
๐ผ ๐๐๐ง๐จ๐ค๐ฃ๐๐ก ๐๐๐ซ๐ค๐ง๐๐ฉ๐!! ๐๐๐๐~
:๐ฟ
๐๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ, ๐ข๐ด ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ช๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ณ๐จ๐ข๐ฏ๐ช๐ด๐ฎ๐ด ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ช๐ญ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐บ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ง๐ถ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ป ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ. ๐๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ง๐ถ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ข๐ค๐ฆ๐ด ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ด๐ฉ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ณ๐ข๐ธ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ข๐ญ๐ป ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐บ๐ฑ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ป, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฏ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ๐ป-
๐ผ๐ข๐ค๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ง ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐จ!! ๐๐ ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ฃ ๐พ๐ค๐ข๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐๐ค๐ค!
๐๐ผ๐๐ผ๐๐ผ๐๐ผ๐๐ผ ๐๐๐๐๐ผ ๐พ๐ผ๐๐พ๐ ๐๐๐~
>:๐ฏ
........ ๐๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ป๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐บ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ
punished.
A direct betrayal towards their leader and it would not go unnoticed.
Blitzwing prepared his Comm line to contact Megatron directly. ]
causing his grip to falter the slightest bit.
Whoever this was, knew the location to the base, either He was an ex 'Con that needed to be reported instantly, or someone pretending to be.
Honestly it didn't matter, he had given vital information out without cause and that itself needed to be-
Like control was slipping from him slowly. ]
" You're telling me zhat we have a Bot az an infiltrator and not juzt a fragging organic!? "
[ Blitzwing's optics darted around the cave hall, clearly trying to gather his thoughts, however his thoughts did seem to go far to fast for his processor-
[ Blitzwing's confusion was even more evident as the human spoke, the loud sound of his steps suddenly stopping as he took in the information he was just told. ]
" What?! We have no 'Con by zhat name! "
[ Blitzwing's engines roared as he squeezed the human again, his servo tighter than before, -
๐ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ป๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ป๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ค๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ป๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ณ๐จ๐ข๐ฏ๐ช๐ค๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ค๐ถ๐ณ๐ณ๐บ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ป๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ
๐ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ป๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ด๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ-
๐๐ค๐ค!! ๐๐ค๐ช ๐๐ค๐ค๐ ๐๐ค ๐พ๐ช๐ฉ๐ ๐๐ฎ ๐๐ค๐ง๐!!
๐๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ป ๐ป๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข "๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฃ๐ช๐ข๐ฏ"
๐๐ฐ... ๐ข ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ป ๐ข ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ฆ?? ๐ ๐ป๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ป๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ป ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ? ๐ก๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ข ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ?
๐ฟ๐ค๐๐ฏ ๐๐๐๐ฉ ๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐๐ญ๐ฅ๐ก๐ค๐จ๐๐ค๐ฃ๐ฏ!? ๐พ๐๐ฃ ๐ ๐๐๐ค๐ค๐ฉ ๐๐ฃ๐???? ๐พ๐๐ฃ ๐ ๐พ๐๐ฃ ๐????
๐๐ฉ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐ป ๐ค๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ ๐ป๐ฉ๐ข๐ต? ๐๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ต ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ป๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ป๐ฆ ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ?
" ๐๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ " ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ๐ณ๐ท๐ฆ๐ป ๐ข ๐ง๐ถ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฉ? ๐ก๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ด ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ข๐ณ๐บ
๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต'๐ป ๐ข ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฃ๐ช๐ข๐ฏ?
๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ป ๐ป๐ฉ๐ข๐ต?
๐๐ฉ๐บ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ?
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