Doodle

So it's not really that big of a deal I guess. It's just hard not to be kinda stressed out a little thinking about how I've wasted so much time on this hobby that will never amount to anything

It's not even fun anymore, it's just frustrating and makes me feel like a dork for trying

I don't even know why I get worked up over my art. It's not like anything will ever come out of this, I've always wanted to be a comic artist but I know I never will, literally nothing I make will ever be of any value

If I ever do make a comic and finish it then it'll instantly be forgotten

I feel like before I got 1 good drawing for every 3 or 4 bad ones, but now it's more like I'm lucky if I can even get an okay one after a week of constantly erasing and redrawing between several sketches

And even then there's a 50/50 chance I fuck up the lineart, and I just suck at detailing now

I'm 21 and I've been doing this shit for like 4 years, no matter how hard I study I just can't do it, and I've only been getting worse. it's so annoying

The reason I draw the same characters so much is just so I won't get rusty, but now I can't even do that

God drawing is so fucking frustrating now, I've regressed to the point where I can't draw a character standing doing a basic fucking pose

Sometimes I want to give up but I can't, like this is genuinely the only thing I can do, I'm not good at anything else and I still suck ass at this

Forgot to post this here... idk how much I've talked about this on bluesky but I worked on this from November to the end of March... mostly on and off but I actually started spending way more time on it towards the end

Was it worth it? No, FUCK no, but it's done ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Does anyone remember game builder garage? If you have it then check out this fnaf 1 demake I made, it's all six nights in one game, the main 4 animatronics are there too

Might update it soon. If so then I'll post the new code

Here's the game code for now. Use d-pad in main menu btw
[G 001 5NP TF9]

I actually wanna continue the little fnaf magazine ad style doodles at some point, been meaning to do a mangle one but I haven't gotten around to it yet

Next one's gonna be either mangle or springtrap, idk. Springtrap would probably be easier first

Kinda wanna redraw this resident evil ad but with that one bonnie render where he's in the hallway

This is from the trailer but it's always been one of my favorite renders in the whole series

Bonnie doodle based on re2 box art

Hmm I should draw my other two characters more often

For some reason I always feel like I have to pair them with the character they're usually with

Idk if anyone even remembers them enough to want to see them more often, but still, I don't draw em enough

Not her outfit either

Old WIP from a while back, don't think I'll finish it but I kinda like what I had

Also tried making an arwing from star fox 1

There wasn't really anything close to the original's wings and g-diffusers so I just picked the closest thing. Just wish the wings were longer :/

Tried making the ebon hawk from knights of the old republic in no man's sky

I've posted this before but I fixed a bunch of things that bothered me. It's not great but I think it looks okay enough for the 40 part limit on switch

Hope it's easy to tell what's going on

If not then I hope it's at least obvious that the bunny girl isn't trying to help or save the sheep

The rabbit baited the sheep into getting near her, jumped off before she could be pushed, and pulled the sheep down with her

(And the guards shot and missed)

Hmm wonder if I should finish this, it's kind of a continuation of the last comic page I did (and finished I mean)

Just not sure what I should title this one yet

Nope, I think this is as far as it ever got
(I could have done lineart for a frame or two and deleted it but I don't remember getting past the sketch)

This one's also too old and this character looks different now so I don't think I'll ever go back to it either

Never played SB but vanny's fun to draw

Doodle

Ik that's really weird and it probably wouldn't work since I'm the only one who would know the rest of the story, but like 3 people max would ever read it so at the end of the day it genuinely doesn't matter

I doubt I'd do more than a chapter anyways, no point worrying about if it'd be good or not

Wars on my twitter but it's outdated and missing a bunch of details

It's weird though, since the lylat wars are the end of the story, fox is kind of in the middle of his character arc

He'd probably be going through the hero's journey, so he might be in "the ordeal" stage during the lylat wars

Oh something I should probably say, the lylat wars in the au are pretty much the end of a much MUCH larger story, like it's the shortest arc by far and it wraps up james and fox's story

So the outlines I'm updating rn are pretty much just backstory. There is an old outline written for the lylat-

Sneak peek, this page is mostly suggestions but I wanna see if I can fit a few more characters in

Oh yeah the boss in that level is really tough, it's a bounty hunter droid called IG-88, it took me a while to beat it

Getting a game over and having to do that long autoscroller level all over again definitely got old fast lol

I like this game a lot so far, it's fun

I also love the look of early 3d games, so the graphics in this don't bother me at all even if some things look funny

It's genuinely really cool seeing how big and open some of these levels are, I think the train level was my favorite visually so far

Live dash rendar reaction

Bunny girl doodle

But the part of the outline I'm updating is so boooooring

Don't get your hopes up if I do make it, it's purely based on stuff I like and whatever I'd find fun to draw/read, so it'd literally only be made for myself

I'd want it to lean hard into the star wars inspired space opera side of it too ig