most days it just feels like im doing the wrong thing

the only people this site recommends me are twitch streamers. i dont want to follow streamers i want friends im sad

few things ruder than being on video call and watching the other person just not reply to a word youre saying cause theyre looking at their phone

just being gone would be real nice

can i just feel like i matter

kinda just wanna die tbh

starting the 4th hunger games book today. i just wanna get to the haymitch one tbh

i hope that the love you deserve finds you ~

i really appreciate the kind words. ill do my best. i hope things have been better for you too.

I've pushed away people that have been nothing but kind to me and loved me and stayed with me no matter what.

I have pushed away all of my friends and everyone that cares about me to just sit in my room all day and work. I don't deserve anyone's kindness I don't deserve anything

remembering how many relationships and friendships ive ruined by just being me. i think the world is better off without me

ive been watching mad men idk if i like it yet but

i dont think im allowed to not be ok

have you had indome? thats also incredible with a fried egg. i just love ramen a whole lot. shin and jin are also worth buying

i got back into the curry flavor recently. so dang good. have you found the little bottles of sauce? they have carbo and regular spicy. theyre real good on a lot of stuff. jjang is really good 😭the only one i havent been a huge fan of is the kimchi. i love kimchi but the noodles are just too sour

ive loved most of the flavors ive tried. the carbo is so good though! i need to find this and the habanero lime one

London yellow - why yo bitches look like a hotdog YouTube video by GLASSHEAD

www.youtube.com/watch?v=jjvu...

a banger

florida rappers are something else

Slug † Christ - Ego Death YouTube video by Awful Records

www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJyv...

ill just carry as a tank its ok

marvel rivals is fun. i never get to play duelist but i like tanking

its never enough

i appreciate u

im here for you friend

who up feeling unloved

did you love it

a woman at the liquor store was letting people try soju which made me very happy but she asked if i wanted to try some while i was walking to the register with 3 bottles in my arms. bestie i buy soju here every week but i appreciate you offering me a shot for the cold walk home

drinking honey jack with diet cherry pepsi feels kind of wrong