very cathartic nonetheless.
reminds me of the big clothing exchanges my uni lgbt society used to do all the time.
initially run on take one leave one system until everyone just brings their entire wardrobe of useless pretty things and everyone goes home with now useful pretty things.
clearing out my old closet to find barely used big brand clothes, perfectly good had i been a man
then realizing it really is a metaphor of my life that i am still unable to have to the security to fully throwaway the useless part of myself.
Even if i try to subvert it, it just isn’t meant for me.
今天和失联很久的曾经的挚友吃了顿饭，很开心～
虽然音域还达不到，虽然音色的改变还要很久，但真的是不想再用以前的声音了。
自己二十多年已经习惯无可奈何的东西原来是可以轻易改变的，也算是解锁了一种新的 gender euphoria。
Voice Tools app intro screen (in Chinese)
Voice Tools app results page: 187.9 Hz, 76% feminine range, 23% masculine range
善待自己~
there are still things like media analysis on queer fetishization and reinterpretation discourse re akiyama mizuki or obscure korean BLs being posted by the few queer public wechat accs left on the platform, which are surprising to see.
it is fucked up, but occasionally we do make some good stuff.
here in china we still have teen trans girls wanting to "go stealth & leave the community" or anti-sw respectability, meanwhile police just disappeared someone for making a map tracking conversion therapy camps.
its not all like this ofc, though i do feel we're just stuck in a purgatory forever.
shout out to girls
レースやら描くのがとても楽しい🎀💕
#アナログ
過去絵
この太ももで絞め殺されたいものは名乗りを上げよ
過去絵
舐める？嗅ぐ？入れる？
A Tumblr post by nephydiabolical: manga where the girl is like "uwaaaaah!!! I-I-I got sent to a fantasy world b-but I b-became the Demon Queen!?!?' are so unrelatable. If I become the Demon Queen I'd be on some insane chuuni shit round one. Also all the villages we invaded are communist now. Heh, that's right, pathetic "Hero." Behold the power of a real demoness- h-hey. stop that. what are you doing. h-hey w... we're both girls.... hmmmph.....
Drinking game: go to the Wikipedia page en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moral_p..., take a shot every time uk is mentioned. You’d be dead b4 the examples part
As to why the uk is uniquely predisposed to beget peddlers of moral panics. It is the birthplace of modern mass media, colonialism, capitalism, innit?
The uk has been the birthplace of so many needless moral panics and resulting paranoid hurtful kneejerk laws, like uk’s absurd knife possession laws are just remnants of 1950s switchblade panic. This is just the gender/sexuality version of that and the legacy is gonna haunt us for the next century.
plap plap plap get your education and class mobility prospects lowered plap plap plap get into childcare debt and say goodbye to your savings plap plap plap not my problem now
UK gov’t: See? We need to separate the reeel crippleds from the fake rapid onset cripple trenders. That’s why we locked all disabled bathrooms and you must pay £100 to appear before a Panel of Ableists to not be able to unlock it.
Also we gave every disabled child the chair as part of an NHS study.
all the bans and criminalizations on bl content has to account for sth...
(ban all online bl, monkeys paw curls: gay prince making out with twink palace musician over jilted concubine now #1 cultural export of Chinese game industry)
祝你成功～🇩🇪🏳️🌈
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The cards see all.
The most effective way to prevent trans adults is to eliminate trans children. The far right understands this, so the focus of its anti-trans strategy is to create an unlivable environment for trans children. Trans people also fully understand this. The democrats and mushy center don't understand it and react as if it's just reasonable "adult" things like transgenderism be kept out of schools and kids' media. They act as if those kids aren't trans already, in the schools already
Trans people are a wedge. Attacking gays stopped working, so Republicans attack trans people to get at gays. Trans minors are the wedge of the wedge. They pick on the subgroup that can't defend themselves and which Democrats are least likely to stand up for To Democrats, this is a reasonable "compromise". Let go on the trans children, focus on the more winnable rights for trans adults. For trans adults this is obviously, axiomatically unacceptable because *we are all ex-children*. Anything done to children is something that was done to our past selves
Somewhere right now there is a ten-year-old child who is, for all practical purposes, me. She is experiencing something she cannot explain or yet understand. She is in an unfriendly environment (Texas? Alberta?) that does not help her understand, punishes her when she tries to figure it out herself.
When I see trans children being legislated away, I think: I care more about what happens to this child than what happens to me. I want her to reach forty-one without being broken and damaged, like I am from all the things cis people did to me. I want the next me to have a better life than this one.
This is my trans agenda
#tdov
Marina from fear and hunger termina
Sorry it’s so scuffed
退网退社媒五年了，但是却越来越孤单也没有地方发泄表达欲。自己和世界都仿佛回到了十年前，压抑但又胆怯地希望着。而我已不是当初的那个少女（年）。
希望这是一个新的开始。Hello #bsky 。这是我的第一帖。我是紫米姬。叫我紫米。Call me Tsumiki.
希望我这辈子都是 Jill Stingray 这样的大姐姐。I wish I can be Jill Stingray for the rest of my life.
Kinda had a Eden Knight situation in my life for the past 3yrs. Forced back home and detransition. Live closeted to take classes and jobs i detest. Lost my life savings. Gave up hobbies and wants to learn new ones. My life is without color once again. But I still want to be hopeful. 但我还活着，一切都可以重来。🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
Tsumiki at Pride in London 2025.
Photos from Pride in London 2025. Chinese Queers and Feminists section. BANNER: “CHINESE QUEER+ EXIST”
Photos from Pride in London 2025. Chinese Queers and Feminists section. PICKET SIGNS :“免于恐惧的自由 FREE WRITERS OF HAITANG CREATION IS NOT A CRIME”“我们不要喝中药调理”“我会记得这年代里妳的事情”
Pride in London 2025. Pretty girlie in rainbow butterfly costume. SIGN: “TrEAT your Woman right Or I will”
Happy #tdov and better late than never.
Photos from Pride in London 2025. Chinese Queers and Feminists section. And a pretty girlie I met.
I hope that once again, I can live in a place without darkness and fear. With all my loved ones this time. “总有一天我们会在没有黑暗和恐惧的地方相见吧。”
