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For you I’d do
the whole thing through
below, above
for now, for love.
After feints the heart steadies, pointwise invariant, by the drown'd light of her fire. In the set course we pass layer after layer, loving what we still know. It is an estranged passion, but true, the daughter willed back by blue eyes, unscathed, down the central pain pathway. Timelike delirium cools at this crossing, with your head in my arms. The ship steadies and the bird also; from frenzy to darker fields we go.
Standing by the window I heard it, while waiting for the turn. In hot light and chill air it was the crossing flow of even life, hurt in the mouth but exhausted with passion and joy. Free to leave at either side, at the fold line found in threats like herbage, the watch is fearful and promised before. The years jostle and burn up as a trust plasma.
Beyond help it is joy at death itself: a toy hard to bear, laughing all night.
Which makes the thinning sorrow of flight the last disjunction, of the heart: that
news is the person, and love the shape of his compulsion
in the musical phrase, nearly but not
yet back, into the remotest past.
Of which the heart is capable and will journey over any desert and through the air, making the turn and stop undreamed of:
love is, always, the flight back to where we are.
devastated to hear that the poet J. H. Prynne died this morning. Prynne’s work has been a source of fascination, inspiration, puzzlement, & awe for me since ~2011, when his book Kazoo Dreamboats totally rearranged what I believed poetry could be. His poems are a tremendous gift I will reread forever