being sad and tired is the easiest way to loose weight I have just eat a cucumber and a latte at 5pm and feel like I could go on with just water and jelly

it's all my fault for trusting. for being naive. this is just a consequence of my own actions and decisions.

I'm so dumb weak and lazy. Sparkless. I wish I was as smart and pretty as your lies say I am.

prepara un escape otra vez. haz tus maletas otra vez. despídete otra vez. siente el vacío otra vez.

intenta ser feliz otra vez, pero recuerda que tampoco es como si lo fueras antes.

ya sabes que no cambiará. nada importa. te promete algo mejor, otra vez. y te quedas, otra vez.

im heartbroken so im going to spiral from here

GET OUT OF MY DREAMS

i just need to lock in

"grown woman weight"

fuck that i'll be living with this chart or die tryin

i dont care about weight anymore i just want to have my pimple-free Ana face again

im not f4tphobic, the only fat person i hate is myself

im guessing my pcos is at fault for these results. there are no research that point this, but the female body its under-researched so maybe pcos girlies do need less food and since im short it adds up.

i have pcos and was always irregular, but when i was restricting and doing exercise every day I have periods like a clockwork.

when i started recovery my period started being irregular again.

apparently being sick is healthy to me.

my period is only regular when im restricting. im starting to think that my ed is where I should be.

when i achieve my gw i wills have an afternoon of being lazy and eat sf ice cream, cereal and wine.

hablas español?! soy de México aaaaaa

god last year i was so pretty i widh i could go back

i forgot how powerful i feel when i drink caffeine and do lots of exercise

the thigh gap i deserve

i still feel like shit but its healthier i guess ??

my life changed when i changed c*tting as a sh for workout

im worried ab you but also same

I wish someone would murder me so I could die without feeling guilty 🤣

god i miss being thin

#legspo 🌸

mine was not adding veggies to my cals counting app. sincd they are v low cal, they are "free cal" if i gaslight myself enough.

i eat a lot of beans and lentils so i dont have low fiber issues.

edsky ppl on recovery: what "rules" do you have that improved your relationship with food?

HEALTHY OAT COOKIES WITH CARROT AND DATES RECIPE | INTHEKITCHENWITHELISA YouTube video by inthekitchenwithelisa

ik its not the same, but carrot&oats cookies were an amazing substitute to me (i love carrot cake to the point it was obsessive)

youtu.be/K6qpnzLgW1I?...