and I cannot handle high heels

the most annoying part is that making money is harder than spending money 🫩 that is the real unfair part

most people I’m attracted to are dead…
what does it make me?

#meself

תחלס, צריך לנקות אותו אחרי כך בישול, כמה שיותר זריז, אחרת זה נהיה בלגן. אני לא אהבתי לנקות אותו וזה לרוב למה הפסקתי להשתמש בו. יש אנשים שממש אוהבים לתגן איתו בשר.
אני עכשיו שמה בתנור אם נייר כסף (כי אם זה לא חומצי נייר כסף לא אמור להגיב ולעשות בעיות), וזה הרבה פחות נקיון.

אייר פרייר מטגן קצת יותר זריז מהתנור אבל לא מותאם לכמויות אוכל גדולות, לנישנוש או מנה אחת למבוגר אולי שתי מנות לילד. אני אישית לא אוהבתי לנקות אותו, והפסקתי להישתמש אחרי תקופה של כמה חודשים. זה תלוי בהרגלי בישול לדעתי, יש אנשים שממש אוהבים אותו.

a young man has offered his opinion on me crossing the street, and I wasn’t in a good mood already so I cursed him with “no erection” curse, which made me think that maybe the man who suffer from erectile disfunction may have said the wrong thing at some point in their life 🤔
the price of smartass#

My “love” to you
whether it was or wasn’t
it,
love,
was a curse
but to every curse
there is
a blessing

I don’t want the attention, I want to attend.

#meself

I’m borderline borderline

sometimes I give a little cry when I think that the mice are trying to get in the building because they’re hungry, I wish no one was hungry 🥲

unlike virginity, you can lose sanity over and over again.

I may have a moth infestation, but my cats like it, gives them something to do.
They like cockroaches too, but I don’t think I can mentally handle a cockroach farm.
The moth — the moth can stay.

#modernliving

surgeons are the only men who are genuinely interested in what you have inside.

that desire, feels more like anxiety right now.
is that how suppressed emotions feel?
tense and edged up from seeing ghosts, turning away from the reflections of your fear, not wanting to see, disregarding those are just look-a-likes.
nerve wreck, as an outcome of arousal.
I am the mess in between

There are those phrases, that I find beautiful, they float in the air —
and I catch the phrases.
I’m the Catcher of the Phrases.

if I was #AI

They will have to be provided the essentials for life support, and to consent of course.
Otherwise, it may be illegal 🤔

#onbehalfofthepeople
The most unhinged show we all wish to see:
Cause let’s be honest the gas prices are ridiculous.
The world leaders (whomever is involved in a war conflict atm) are locked in a room for an infinite long live translation. They cannot leave the room until they reach peace agreement.

surrounded by books
I am not eager to read
I ask myself
“where is my red book?”
my “liber novus”
is it true?
that it had a copy?
“the black book?”
“did it it have a white copy?”
I wonder
is it the stone,
the philosophers have been
trying to achieve
all this time?

#achieve

Goat and apple
Mitchell P #art

I like goats 😻

me too

the surgeons have cut
into my body
have cut parts out
made me bleed
but then
they stitched me up
allowed me to heal
you’ve torn
my flesh
you’ve hurt me
in a way
that has left scars
that are so ugly
no surgery will
fix that
you’ve perforated my
core
my soul
that if I had one

#babskayaprosa

marvelous

local moth has developed a habit to fornicate on my walls and then commit suicide in my tea cups
(my full tea cups — which is especially unpleasant),
most likely after they have hidden the fruit of their previous act around my apartment so that this cycle may
continue.

#thisislife

I want to try to write just to see what human traits will sip through into my characters.
or can we make up people from scratch?
I doubt it.
I want to see whom I recognize.
To be surprised I see them that way.
tbh
#thoughtforthought

мне не приятны звуки,
но меня завораживает
ритм.

watching someone
else’s joy
I feel almost wrong,
as if by being an observer
I’m taking it away
and I don’t have the right
to this joy,
it ain’t me.

a scar shared by two

болит при вдохе,
возможно мышцу потянула,
или же смерть
стучится в грудную клетку,
мол «пусти»
а я ей
«занято,»
сердце принадлежит другому,
не тебе дорогая,
прости.
надо было раньше,
когда я звала
просила,
пронзить мое существование,
а так
придется подождать пока,
милая
что тебе время,
вечная?

worry not