BUT I also remember and know that he’s a dick and I know that breaking up was a right thing to do and I am trying to be proud of myself for finally finding strength to finish this relationship

and I hate that that’s all I can think about. I can’t get fully distracted because whatever I do I still think about this

I realized it’s still pretty bad today when I had a 20 min nap and after I woke up for a moment I couldn’t believe that we’re no longer together

it’s been 12 days since I broke up with my boyfriend, and I really want to ask my brain (or heart or ego I’m not sure who’s the responsible one) is it not enough days of suffering 🙄🙄🙄