Week 42: Down 6 pounds. No notes.
Net loss: 69 lbs. (Nice)
Current Weight: 247 lbs.

Achievement Unlocked: Break the 250 Barrier!

I think I'm shrinking again. I used to be a lot taller than my wife but I found myself looking up at her this morning. She said she's 5'4" and I was 5'9" before I began hormones. Not quite a year ago I was 5'7", so I know it's possible to lose height, but 5 inches? I didn't think that was possible.

Week 41: Down 1 pound. Which is a relief because I ate good this week.
Net Loss: 63 lbs.
Current Weight: 253 lbs.

L.A. Noire (blind) - 6 - Yelling At Kids YouTube video by Blaumagier

I forgot to share that a new episode of L.A. Noire with my friend notabuttface went live. This one needs a trigger warning for child sexual abuse, in addition to the usual ACAB. This one was hard to get through and I was very uncomfortable.
youtu.be/7KGtn1L-jdU

Makes me wonder if my poetry, that is very explicitly about my trans feminine experience, will be talked about in 200 years like "Deadname here was a poet who was very in touch with his feminine side and was a staunch ally of women"

So, my anniversary was the 2nd and we went to get manipedis together. When I was paying, the lady tried to charge me only for mine, so I said "I'm paying for hers too" and the response was "Her too? Oh you're such a good friend!"

I got Gal Pal'd for the very first time on my wedding anniversary 🤣😭

I am so proud of myself for everything I have achieved. I have come so impossibly far from where I started and I just could not be happier!

Week 40: Down 5 pounds. Pulled an Uno Reverse on last week I guess.
Net Loss: 62 lbs.
Current Weight: 254 lbs.

I really wish I had more reasons to write checks... I have 5 checkbooks in my deadname to burn through still 😖

Honestly? Yesterday is one of the best days I've experienced in a long time. Yes, the Supreme Court nonsense was bad, but besides that, my socials were absolutely flooded with genuine, untainted trans joy. For one day... The voices of hate were drowned out so hard that I didn't hear them. 🏳️‍⚧️❤️

At midnight, the transgender cloaking field will be brought offline for a 24 hour planned maintenance. We apologize for any inconvenience this causes.

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L.A. Noire (blind) - 4 - Yelling At Women YouTube video by Blaumagier

I forgot to share my latest escapades in the streets of L.A. with my friend notabuttface when it went live Monday.
youtu.be/Itq2fVjSXdo

Week 39: Up 5 pounds. I'm not surprised, I didn't try at all this week.
Net Loss: 57 lbs.
Current Weight: 259 lbs.

Happy Spring Equinox! May you all have a blessed Ostara.

L.A. Noire (blind) - 3 - Tingling Junk Sensor YouTube video by Blaumagier

Time for more detective work!
youtu.be/AscBnGUUvyQ

Ready to take my kid to soccer

Week 38: Down 4 pounds?! I am genuinely baffled by this as I did not deserve this result!! I ate SO much junk food this week!! 😭
But this is also a momentous occasion as now Wii Fit U is officially registering me as being below a 40 BMI! 🥳 🎉
Net Loss: 62 lbs.
Current Weight: 254 lbs.

L.A. Noire (blind) - 2 - Not Sponsored YouTube video by Blaumagier

I have another episode of L.A. Noire out now!
youtu.be/O6J9pqJr7QE

Oh thank you ☺️

Felt pretty today.

If I had a nickel every time someone in the medical field mistakenly thought I had top surgery, I would have $0.10, which isn't a lot but it's weird and affirming that it happened twice

Week 37: Up 3 pounds. It's been a rough week. There was cope eating.
Net Loss: 58 lbs.
Current Weight: 258 lbs.

Also, obligatory ACAB. I'm sure this is going to contain its fair share of copaganda, so I wanted to make my stance perfectly clear. I just love detective noir fiction.

L.A. Noire (blind) - 1 - Smooth Jazz & Drives YouTube video by Blaumagier

I started uploading a new Let's Play today, L.A. Noire, and I have my friend notabuttface joining me for co-commentary. We had a ton of fun making this first episode and we hope you will join us. These are going to be longer episodes so uploads will only be 1 or 2 times a week.
youtu.be/1SL1GAQac5Q

I think I am finally reaching a point in my relationship with food where I no longer feel compelled to eat everything on my plate and I stop eating when I'm not hungry. It's amazing how strongly this was instilled into me by my parents when I was a child.

Week 36: Down 9 pounds! We are so back baby!!
Net loss: 61 lbs.
Current Weight: 255 lbs.

Probably further down the list than that tbh

I apologize for this one. I needed an outlet, so I put pen to the page. I suppose they can't all be rainbows and butterflies.

Week 35: I need to discuss with the nurse this horrific plateau. Gained 2 pounds.
Net loss: 52 lbs.
Current Weight 264 lbs.