oh god has it been me being the one that does that all along

it has been a while indeed, time flowing in the ever erratic way that it tends to when once upon a time it was so linguid

micro-patterns of control

the burden of being unique, separate, and different

thank you! thank you. thank you..~

i want to live every life with you

i feel like i know you so well. you're so easy to read. incredibly simple, really.

fantasizing about making him cry, normal girl things

i'll bear your burdens with you

- beaches
- youth
- inexperience
- surety

- escape
- home
- summer
- fall

it's..calming. after nearly a year of whoring around, to have something heading toward the verge of stability quicker than i ever thought possible

stability and risk in equal measure

when you take the emerald green glasses off only to see the world was as plain as it ever was

i've often complained about the valorization of t4t in the wake of a really abusive t4t relationship but actually......it's nice

t4t is so underrated once you find partners of high quality

can a boygirlboy and a girlboygirl ever truly find love? sources point to yes

take me high, high, high, take me low, low, low, pull me in, in, in, let me go, go, go

echolalia would be a beautiful name for a girl

it really makes me feel like i'm doing the right thing to know i'm appreciated

being liked for your personality >>>>>>>

it's all the little things, really

everything Matters so much

a boy in all the ways that matter

may the freaks inherit the earth

some of us are born to be monsters, and we'll eat the other ones up til there's nothing left

not a person in all the ways that matter

#notaperson real ones know

its good to have ones you can trust with your full self, no matter how degenerate

i wanna be his dog so bad it makes me look stupid